Bowl of Jingles*

+1

2011-05-19T17:17:00.003+08:00

突然在想，很久没有看恋爱小说了。也没有认真地看一场感人肺腑的爱情电影。惊慌了一阵子，我是不是他妈没有感情？想想一下，也不是啊，明明最后一天慧仪在企图撩起煽情的对话的时候，还是会鼻子酸酸的。*tissue tissue*

呵呵呵，不要再买侦探小说了。也请爱情小说家，不要搞到全部爱情都哭哭啼啼可以吗？

Delicious Once More

2011-05-02T12:47:00.008+08:00

I 1st visited Delicious in Bangsar Village last September. Love the blue tone there and the little croissants! ^^ That was for breakfast.

Now it's opened in Straits Quay, Penang! And I get to go there for dinner *laugh!*

Here are some sneak peaks~

Such beautiful places will all the tempting desserts omg *faint*

By the way I had this peach and banana crumble served hot, it's heavenly! Those baked (I think) crumble on top smells soo good even in your mouth. A wee bit of crunchiness with fragrance. ^^ Underneath was, of course, peach and banana pieces. It was served wit

h vanilla ice cream separately, when we finished up the crumbles, those peaches and bananas went well with the ice cream. :D

:) So excited yesterday when I got into this place with lotsa nice decor.

Honestly with this decor and dining ambiance, the price of the food is kinda reasonable. Except for the drinks (hey you gotta let them earn something!). E.g that peach and apple crumble costs RM 10.90 ++. I mean at least its nothing we could randomly have anywhere in Msia, and the price certainly paid for the indulgence it gave. :)

I should've worn blue. :P

By the way I saw this tempting menu, tea for two! Wondering if any of my sisters in Pg now wanna go explore this with me..... ^^ We could share it!

Website :)

OOoo... I took a picture of that nice blue chair with my baby. ^^ This is random. Can't say totally irrelevant tho. :p Just wanna show u dearies I'm using the Eiffel tower cutie u all gave. ^^ *sweet*

Worthwhile

2011-04-29T00:17:00.003+08:00

关于你好的坏的都已经听说
愿意深陷的是我

没有确定的以后
没有谁祝福我反而想要勇敢接受

爱到哪里都会有人犯错
希望错的不是我

其实心中没有退路可守
跟着你错跟着你走

我们的故事爱就爱到值得
错也错得值得
爱到翻天覆地也会有结果
不等你说更美的承诺
我可以对自己承诺

我们的故事爱就爱到值得
错也错得值得是执着是洒脱
留给别人去说

用尽所有力气不是为我
那是为你才这么做

I get obsessed with her once in a while.

Damn she's absorbing!!

Cool People

2011-04-15T01:01:00.003+08:00

Come to think of it, where do all those cool people come from?

Yea. you narcissist out there better sit straight up. :p

This is what came to my mind. Everyone is a new born copycat. We learn from copying, memorizing 'hard hard' those sentences (esp Chinese ed kids), and extract the essence out of it bit by bit. Eventually, maybe subconsciously, we would utter some shits we learnt from all those plagiarism. (oh! engraved!) And somehow those people we're talking to, happened to skipped those lines (maybe fall asleep or what not) and thought that we are SO COOL for saying it.

Yes, now we're being cool, 'cuz we're all only messengers. Insiders would look down on us, though. You know what would cross their mind? 'You are just being cool, relatively.' And god knows, relativity's a bitch.

So for those genuine creators, I salute you. 90 degrees BOW. You are the MOST cool person in the world! :D And oh, please be generous, noobies here needa learn!!

Nearly Dawn

2011-04-14T04:05:00.003+08:00

Abandoned this for such a long time.

I can't remember when was the last time I stayed til 4am. Well, 5 minutes ago? *cough*

Anyway, in less than 1 month, Imma finish my business here with USM. Can't resist the urge to shout YEY despite the wrong timing now. Muaha. You know, when time ticks, conventionally (whoa..) everything starts to get a bit desperate and cheesy. I was touched by a self-made video, tagged by a friend from Jap class a while ago. Such a nice clad he is. Yes, he's a HIM. Don't expect him to be macho but at least, he's manly enough to confess (or be thankful) to show his feelings in public, literally. Come to think of it, will you hug your course mates goodbye? or maybe, roommates? *deep thought*

Who wants a free hug?? *wide arms*

Ok, session closed. I'm conventional like that. :p bite me.

V-day

2011-02-14T10:16:00.004+08:00

[人生若只如初見，是不是會淡薄些，卻也悠長些？藏起來的，是不是珍貴些，也偉大些？]

[ 物質的追求永遠沒有盡頭，想要的東西，終歸到手的那天，我們渴望的，也許又是另一些還沒到手的東西。惟有心靈的追尋不會空虛，也不會後悔。這道理難道我們不明白嗎？只是，我們捨不得付上代價；相比起來，付錢好像更輕鬆.]

------ 张小娴

饮酒啲女人

2011-01-21T16:14:00.005+08:00

喝酒的女人，是没男人疼的女人。哪有男人会让自己的女人在外醉酒。

喝酒的女人，是受过伤的女人。在现实生活中一次次跌倒，满腔热情换回满心伤痕。

喝酒的女人，迷恋酒精的麻痹，失去了酒精的麻醉夜不能眠。

喝酒的女人，心里有太多的苦楚，心底有许多许多的寂寞。

喝酒的女人，爱上了不该爱的人，她们穿过杯底可以看见所爱男人的眼泪。

喝酒的女人，是因为想掩饰所有人前的不快，她们只有醉酒才是解脱。

喝酒的女人，只有酒精才能明白她心里最需要的是什么，最想念的是什么，最割舍不下的又是什么。

喝酒的女人，知道自己想要的是什么，却不能去追求。

喝酒的女人，害怕伤害了身边人的心，却让自己的心千疮百孔。

喝酒的女人，不是淑女，她们从来不会在喝酒时矜持。她们会借着酒精高喊：男人没一个好东西。

喝酒的女人，是矛盾的，喝前想醉，醉醒了又后悔。她们永远都不会相信：借酒消愁愁更愁，这句话。

唉。。。。喝酒的女人。

一般女人不喝酒，女人不喝一般酒，喝酒女人不一般。

女人为爱活着，爱也是女人喝酒的唯一理由。

爱。。。。喝酒的女人。

倒的是酒,喝的是情,醉的是爱.

[copy and paste from somewhere else]

Such melancholic.

Let's party!

Live'em

2010-12-13T12:33:00.002+08:00

The only way to bring the stories of the world into your life is to live them.

The World Awaits

Christmas Chocolates

2010-12-06T12:49:00.002+08:00

Been looking, longing, and staring at these the whole working period (36 hrs!). The temptation is driving me crazeeeehhhh. And the FREE SMELL! AArrGGhhh~!!!

Babeh...

2010-11-30T21:19:00.001+08:00

Can I be as skinny as her? :>

Btw, this is peaceful yet heart-twisting.

ps. I don't really get the cow thing as background. :p

Birthdays @ November

2010-11-29T00:49:00.016+08:00

:O it's almost the end of November! Now, haven't I share the sweetness I had on my birthday here. So, 'sai meng' a while since it's not bedtime, yet ^^

Thanks for time during study-week & end-of-semester-poverty ^.^

Show of the day. Wonder why were there 2 clowns? Our birthday is between 1 day interval. (forget about the year wtf) :p

After 1 week, it's revenge time! I painted my nails red for this. HAHA.

Btw, special ambience is needed to sooth my vengeance soul. We picked Masion 69. ^^

-Creamy Birthday Boy-

Lesson of the day: Women hold grudges.

Table for 19!

2 happy-looking bro..

I call the inner of this place - The Reds

And the outside of Mansion69 -The Blues

Pretty pretty. ^^ *drools*

艾美丽爱美丽

2010-11-23T13:09:00.004+08:00

艾美丽永远爱美丽

有些事情晓得但不想证实

:>

2010-11-23T12:48:00.001+08:00

=/ did not buy. *cry*

=)

2010-11-21T01:55:00.002+08:00

不管緩慢還是匆忙

世界都一樣

用安靜的口吻說著無常

I miss home.

想回家o..

Mid-Autumn :)

2010-09-24T23:55:00.005+08:00

~I lurveee this ~

^^ Been seeing people doing this all along, now I know how stupid the feeling is to draw in the air ^^ But the effect is pretty! Thank you Lawrence for the photo, and Sony Ericsson rocksssssss! I mean, Sony Ericsson's torchlight brightness is light-year-ly (exaggerated) shone. Sampai your mata cannot tahan, people would eventually come for the rescue and shits. =p

By the way, it's lanthern festival a.k.a Mid autumn! The weather wasn't cooperating, and everybody was either tired or lazy to move their ass for the expedition, so we gathered at the pool side at our apartment. =D To eat, chat, look at the cloud, play with the camera, lighting candles and blowing other people's candles.

Wonderful pictures from DSLR. @.@ Mad love. :)

Mid-Autumn

2010-09-18T21:03:00.009+08:00

^^ Mid Autumn Fest is around da corner ^^ It's 'tang lung' time again ^^

I miss my parrot glass-paper-made lantern. My fav when I was a kid. hoho!

Randomly, I found these cute and cheaper moon cakes at pasar malam, bought 'some'.

RM 1.60 each, RM 9.60 /tray. I find it cuteee with flavors (not the usual ones) engraved. =) Special flavors include chocolate, green tea, durian, white coffee and kaya. The rest are 'pou tong' punya, like red bean, lotus-paste...

Haven't try out the taste yet, so I'm still anticipating... on the bright side. =p

'La la seng' shoot some pictures before it's gone. Wanna let my dad see it and get envy!

Hoho I'm weird. When I was at hometown, mid autumn fest was like nothing to me. Quietly it scrubbed by my shoulders every year (except during the childhood lor). Now, here.. I kinda miss home. *sobz*

Ooooh I bought 鸡仔饼'gai zai beng' too~ attracted by the shaping of cute cartoon characters. XD

Doraemon is my sister's fav. Red bean is mine. ^^ It's more typical to have fish shape, but koala bears, crab.. all coming up to steal the market, coloring up the festival~

Say hi to Doraemon.

Say hi to red bean filing.

Say hi to Nearly-Headless-Doraemon.

(Nearly-Headless-Nick's new crew) =p

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival people!!

Food n Beverages for 1 week

2010-09-14T14:30:00.037+08:00

Yu Tao Mai (fish head noodles) @ Taman Desa

Taman Desa is a miracle place with lots of nice food I tell you. haha. One of my fav is ini. Got milk one! So hard to find fish head noodles with milk (and still tastes good). Had this big bowl of it, stomach warming and I was slurping even drip of the soup of it~

I wanna talk about the tomato ban men from Taman Desa also, but I was hungry and sick, so didn't took any photos bout it. It's a fusion i suppose! tomato and ban mien~ very yummy. Err, if you like tomatoes. :D

Chasu Ramen @ Ajisen Ramen, Sunway Pyramid

I got a thing for milk lagi, esp in soup. This is Ramen, intro by Yee Hann. And hor, I was wrong thinking chashu wasn't pork. Google told me it's chashiu lar. Pork lai de lar. haha! Just that it's not bbq like chinese charshiu. =.=

I thought the chashu is 茶树, a kinda plant. !@#$!$^%#$^.

Yokomon Ice Cream @ Sunway Pyramid

Very nice!!!!!Read the entry by kampungboycitygal here. I love the strawberry and rich chocolate ones! So much fulfilling the cravings when I could gobble 1 big mouthful of it, and the next mouthful... again and again~

Black sesame flavour - not my type. lol. it looks like cement tho.

Green Tea Red Bean Cake @ RT Pastry, Taman Desa

Intro by Quek :) Green tea cake, with red bean as layers within. I guess this is what the jargon is - 有层次感. A different experience in every bites.

Our dinner at home. Bunch of homeless people gathering in the living room and eat.

Clubbing @ Bakita, Changkat

Liquor other than Chivas - SkyVodka + Ribena (i think).

According to Mito, the vodka tastes like chemical without the mixer. lol. Let me get you some real chemical from lab for you, Mito!

Breakfast @ Papparich, around Bukit Bintang

We reached the busy kl at 10sth in the morning believe it or not. It's kind of a scene cuz it's less crowded and less traffic. Lot's of interesting shops aren't open yet, we get to see people come and go searching for breakfast, reading newspapers. Whole different angle of kl.

港饮港食 @ Intersection between Sg.Wang and Low Yat Plaza

Finally found this corner while we're exploring our ways between busy roads.

Curry fish balls~

碗仔翅 (shark-fin soup in a bowl)

This is Quek's fav. lol. thou I really doubt the authenticate of shark fin sini, but it tastes as good!

Dinner @ Pasta Zanmai, Midvalley

All restaurant were fully booked for dear Muslims to buka puasa. After round and round, finally we decided to pick Pasta Zanmai to relieve our leg from previously hardcore shopping.

Table for 4, we each ordered ourselves different kinda deals on the menu, but the most taste-bud blasting one is their Japanese-Western fusion pizza! This one this one - in short is Teriyaki pizza (you know how menu can be tough-twisting sometimes). I think the best enhancer in it is the seaweed. It somehow brings out the freshness of everything yet didn't cover up the taste with it's seaweediness. lol. you know how seaweed can be weird if it smells like stale fish. this is the opposite~

Mentaiko pizza on my hand, chicken teriyaki spaghetti + raw egg on another to fulfill my hunger and curiousity. Both thumbs up. Overall, pizza in Zanmai really worth exploring! :D Althou it's kinda pricey, but once biting it, the surprises totally cope up with ur wallet being slashed into pieces. lol.

Meatball Spaghetti Rossa @ KLCC Signature.

Wandering around KLCC after the book fair. Caught the sight of Milano Cafe with yummy looking spaghetti, and decided to have a try. Turns out it's surprisingly satisfying with the thick sauce and al dente meatballs. Shall go back for more next time!

Werners @Changkat

Table for 4, had a wonderful chat until Werners wanna close. I was sick but coming here is worth it. :p Not becuz i like to drink, but coming out to meet people beats being sick and miserably sleeping alone at home. There, strawberry martini makes me feeling better. there. there. =)

Espres Soup @Berjaya Times Square

It's cutie soup in bread. Makes me miss Upperstar.

Pumpkin soup for Mito
Clam chowder for me
Correct way to eat it - cut the bread up, let the soup flow and eventually absorbing it up. Then eat the chunks you cut. lol. Personally I prefer drinking it. But come to the idea of bread as bowl, ok lah surrender. Things I gotta deal with, a very full stomach. It's like unlimitedly expanding~~~

Ice Cream @ IKEA

I love this ice cream + crunchy waffles beneath that never let me down. :)

Dinner @ IKEA

All the miracle in a tray! =) Thank you Dennis for the treat and a very knowledgeable talk.

Infamous Meatballs. I lurve the sauce. :D Can't help but keep dipping everything with it.

Asia Cafe + Snowflakes dessert @ Subang

After Ikan Panggang (intro by Quek's GPS), thick carbonara fettuccine and salmon pizza in Asia Cafe (truly crowded and makes me mad-eye for it's variety of choices). Sorry lar Frank didn't get to come here with you. =P So our kawan brought us sini to try out both specialties. Hoho.

Hot deal - Red bean soup with sweet potatoes and taro balls

It's my 1st time having taro balls, quite different from the way I expected it to be. It's Q(elastic). I thought they are supposed to be like oozing with yam sensation kinda thing.

Chilling deal - Grass Jelly + Sweet Potatoes + Taro Balls + milk + hidden treasure

Sure is a whole new experience of ice-eating, put aside 7/11 Slurpee, Yoyo Ice and ABC Bukit Padang for a mo. hoho. Grass jelly makes the bowl of dessert tastes smooth, and not over sweetened by the milk. Neutralizing the heaviness of sweet potatoes and taro balls.

The hidden treasure underneath those sparkling jellies - shredded ice. ^.^ *shhrupp*

Breakfast @ Delicious, Bangsar

This place has got the fantastic ambience. Jazzy music, comfy seatings and cozy deco for the whole premise. Once I got into this, I saw miscellaneous of bakings. It's like Baking Life or Cafe World has sprang into life. So we decided to try this Lemon Meringue Pie (tooks 12 hrs to cook in Baking Life wtf!!).
Sour sour Lemon Meringue Pie. The cream/icing (not sure what's the name) on it marvels me. Imagining the effort and skills needed. HHmmm... some more the layering effect has taken into consideration. 0.0 And I just need to click 1 button in Baking Life to make this. lol.

Chocolate Drink. Very thick and sinful punya.

Home-made Croissant. It's delicious even to eat it on it's own, or spread it with butter/jam. (sounds like Gardenia) But seriously, it has the original butter-ly aroma that doesn't makes you feel greasy. Healthy breakie it is. Cute it comes with a 笼. So croissant is equivalent to 'pao' for French?

Mango Mania @ Bangsar

Just a few blocks away from Bangsar Village II. This is mango ice-cream + mango cubes. I thought I saw this before in somebody's blog, but it's in Sandakan's 7th Heaven. Turns out it's the same boss. @.@ Such fairy tale-lish dessert, across the South China Sea. ^o^ Dammit jealous. lol. I've never been to Sandakan before as a lousy Sabahan!

This entry is about food only. :)

Oh, and food from Murni in ss2! Thanks Frank for bringing us over, but I didn't get the pictures. Too hungry that day. =p

Back from Ducking

2010-09-13T02:05:00.003+08:00

I had the looooooongest day EVER! :( :/ :S :p

Putting aside the calculator and being super optimistic, I got a ride back Pg in an executive coach. Absolute comfy, served with mineral water and Delifrance pastry and muffin, hot towels, movie+personal headphones. Due to such a chaotic day I had, I reserved the food for breakfast tomorrow morning, shut down the Jacky Chan action movie and slept endlessly and non-fullstop-ly.

For now, I kinda prefer my brain to shut down too, and be prepared to suck it up, kick some asses.

Just a Thought

2010-08-27T00:54:00.007+08:00

:) 2 movies in a row is the new trend among the gang now. I'm very much enjoying it, no guys get bored of gals shopping, no gals get uneasy of guys waiting outside when we're trying on outfits. All we do is relax, open up all senses and keep an eye on subtitles. Like it or not, I say it's kinda subjective. Say being cheesy, any movies would be miraculous if the company's right. Yes? Don't get me wrong, by company, I meant the right starring there we're eying on~

And I must mention, The Expendables, no kidding you, it's a love story I reckon. Stallone brought the whole Vielha (isit how it's spelled?) down for dear Sandra, whom I doubt he fell for, or maybe he just didn't express it well enough to the audience. oo.. perhaps it's platonic! Romeo should resurrect from history and see this. Jack should think smarter other than handing Rose over a floating piece of board. So gals, pick muscular man up like Christmas. Willowy ones usually chose death over fighting bravely. =p Need more examples? Let's look at Luke in the Step Up #3! *screams*

Although the spotlights may shone more on skinny and brainy ~~Mosses~~Moose, Luke has got the body and face. HAHA. That simply explains why he got Natalie, not ~~Mosses~~Moose.

*pause* and *think* and *think hardly*

Okay sorry for the muscle man talk back then. Brainy is the new sexy now, apparently. By sexy I defi-~~fucking~~-nitely meant brainy in a non-nerdy way please. For example somebody who's double majoring in engineering and dancing. Ahh I am so jealous he found his soul... and applying it so magically. Yes yes I know, it's only computer effects that made the neon lights such pinpoint accurate and lively in the final battle. And yes I know it's a mirage the entertainment industry has been building to let us soulless people indulge into this perfect story that excites every cells there.. NEVERTHELESS such things do exists, in the strong beating heart of technical supports, script writer, director, actors.. and my teeeny meeeny still pumping heart.

Stay believing. That's what I wanna say. :)

Amid travelling back and forth from fantasies and reality, stay believing!

ps. Imma absolutely gonna watch it in 3D when I get my arse to KL!! I swear to the moon!

:)

2010-08-22T02:05:00.002+08:00

Kimetta!

Picking up swimming again feels awesome. I shall do it more often. :)

That was a beautiful night, a breezy night. 3 gals walking up the steep pathway, from the pool to the bus stand. Despite the tiredness after all the chaos, the campus night view seems more unwinding than I expected it to be.

Life's a whole new perspective, and perspective comes from direct influence of the atmosphere.

No time

2010-08-16T00:49:00.001+08:00

I have so much to vent and too less time.

Deep Breath.

G.nite folks.

加油加油

2010-08-06T22:56:00.005+08:00

既然做了决定，何必挖苦自己挖苦我呢。

我不是木头人。也不是对任何话都会无动于衷。

我不想累到睡着，也不想撑到睡不着。

在任何一点上，我都在寻找着平衡点。

所谓平衡点，就像踩钢线一样，哪个点都不稳。

一直，只是自己在撑着自己。

我在等着自己那天会爆炸。

这样，甘心了吗。

为什么！为什么？答案不是在课本后面，也算不出来。

不要以为自己是全世界最苦的人。

打开窗口吸口气，日子还是要过。

世界那么大，这些情绪算得上是冰山的哪一角。

地球那么圆，困境总可以走出去。

熙来攘往，脚印。痕迹。欢笑。吞下去。

倒数

2010-08-04T22:58:00.000+08:00

给自己的歌

2010-08-01T00:48:00.003+08:00

两首一样歌，用着不同的语言，不同的诠释方法，仍然掏心掏肺，毫无保留。

幸福駅

2010-07-30T21:57:00.009+08:00

如果你是小说咔。。

相信【幸福车站】吗？这是贴满了愿望的旧幸福车站。

相信【幸福巴士】吗？--実は这是个幸福Cafe です!

咖啡厅内

请搭上经由花畑牧场往十胜的幸福站出发的巴士吧！

旧幸福駅

看了以上这两篇文章，感动的呢！也不竟地想，到底是由小说家把【幸福车站】的概念带出来，还是先有了这么一个梦幻的景点，再有人把浪漫的故事KEY上去呢。哈哈。这和先有鸡还是蛋的说法有异曲同工之妙。

如果你有机会去到这个车站，你会许下什么愿望呢？

如果是我，要是不危险，我希望沿着铁轨（如果有）一直走一段路看看。我想知道【幸福】在哪里，长什么样子。我想看到具体的它。=)

Cycling Day

2010-07-29T22:39:00.005+08:00

Today I went cycling. It was blissful to ride it down the slope. The cold breeze sweeping by.. the speed that I can't control much.. the blurry image of things around me...

............

So..... then....

I pk from foot-way, literally 'fly' onto the jalan raya. :S For 5 sec I was like a clumsy roly-poly toy, fighting with my nerve for balance. T.T Too bad. I'm still vulnerable. hoho. Luckily no car zoooom by. Or else Imma pie now.

Scar :/

:)

2010-07-25T20:03:00.003+08:00

I saw this pretty gal on McD-ad @ Hatyai, Thai. Mesmerized.

Ever Thy

2010-07-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

I'm a loser in everything.

Ever thy, ever yours. Loser.

A Summary of Absolute Holidays

2010-07-19T22:20:00.003+08:00

I've been review and reviewing those 'crazeh' photos we had during the hols. I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH. So I compiled some of those memorable ones here, to officially mark an end to my maxi-short break. With a heavy heart, I gonna accept the fact that I've left home to continue my voyage of studies. It's great and touching, having you all there with me.

Love ya all. Good luck in the FYPs, and may we meet again VERY SOON.

Warning: you'll be seeing a lot of me in here. bear with my narcissism here. XD

Toscani's Wine and Dine, Waterfront

Toscani’s Wine & Dine Café serves hearty portions of Italian cuisine and has a good wine and beverage list to complement every meal.

Photos without 'tzyyshan.blogspot' are taken from Ah Wong. ^.^ Thank you~ and of course those with my address tagging along is from my compact Canon IXUS95IS.

Someday in July, we craved for great food. :D We chose Toscani's! 'Jeng jeng~~'

Let me intro the 'lens-sensitive' gang, according to their poses, know their personalities!

After few attempts so slim down my round face. Angle!!

Zeux: Fatt Hiao

Ah Wong: Serious Scientist

Me: ❀

ALL Posers

Chung: Ovulation period

Zeux: Suspected to be Gay

Mito: saying 'ooOoo my friend is Gayyyy~'

SMELLS! *sniff sniff*

Awwwww~~~

=Chi Chak=

DINE IN MENU, FOR A TABLE OF 8

❀Quencher - Mango Lassi❀

❀❀❀My fav - Seafood Spaghetti Aglio-Olio❀❀❀

❀Chicken Lasagna❀

❀Classic Spaghetti Bolognese❀

❀Salmon Pizza❀

❀Gigantic cheese-baked 'po-tay-to' + salmon❀

❀King Button Mushroom❀

Needless to say, food here in Toscani's guaranteed. Despite the prices are slightly higher, it's all worth the wonders that tingle in our taste buds + nice environment (proven by photos). :)

Absinthe, Lintas

Photo credits to Sharon. =D Arigatou!

Quote of the day 'GET A LIFE !!!'

It shoulda be Piggy's welcoming party but we're ~~kinda~~ drunk. Dunno why.

A lot of people were there. A lot of alcoholic effect there.

A lot of song there. A lot of Hsing Dao there.

Most meaningful is the gathering of sisters, and the laughters. :)

Thou I find this surprising, but I love this with SY. Muacks.

And I can't believe I didn't have photos with the monkey-redness-Sharon! XD

Beach Hotel

I can't stand to sit at home doing nothing but facebook. So want it or not, they had to teman me.

Sakaiss staring at newly discovered 'pyramid'

~Chilling around~

Picturesque
Wooden dim pathway along the sea

Frenz Cafe, Lintas

I'm sorry no photo here. But it was a funny night with all the talkings. I got hyper after that and couldn't sleep for a whole night. Thanks to Elaine, Hann and Zeux.

ps. don't order hot chocolate or orange chocolate there. =S

Lok Kawi Wildlife Park, Sabah, Malaysia

Click this for info

'cuz I only know those general names like monkey, tiger, horse...

Toooo many pictures here (thanx to Ah Wong & Zeux) and everything starts with a Justin, and a carpool.

Zeux - 'Martyr' a.k.a Driver of da Day

The hot seat of the day was the '2nd pilot' seat. Sweet Zeux arranged shades for us during 'da pao' YOYO time. And the red guy was just purely kacau + 'in-contribute-able'.

Must have-s..

Akom's car's got new cup holder!

After like half an hour I guess, finally we arrived Lok Kawi and entering the zoo has been operating for 2 young years. Baby baby.

In front of the entrance was this cute train. ^.^

Choo-choo Train

This is the sign of tiredness.

Arses

The weather was awesome for an outing like that. Means damn hot + sunny. It kinda made us regret that we didn't go for the 'pulau' plan due to the whimsical weather these days. BUT going to the zoo was a total fresh idea for us crazy gang, quote - Opt for something NEW!

*cheers & claps*

Summary, I like the animal show most! Luckily we're not too late for the show - starts around 11a.m. With this very fluent English speaking MC, and assistants showing us adorable creatures, and some of them were trained to entertain us. I always have this guiltiness thing for animal training (thou part of me do enjoy), esp when it's commercialized - like a circus or something.

I've read that daysss before, dolphin 'Kuru' in Okinawa Churaumi Aquarium, Japan jumped out of the pool during performance. It's been said that the water quality + environment wasn't suitable for free-living dolphins, so it tried to escape out of captivity. Maybe it's only an accident, maybe it's fairy-taled. But who knows. Dolphins are smart mammals! Not every animals are like those 4 in Madagascar.

Btw I felt sad for the animals, and God knows how far they treated(starving, beaten up) those animals to get the right moves. Too much of Dumbo when I was kid. lol. However, this little animal show in Lok Kawi Wildlife Park, thou not running in large scale, didn't give me that kinda guiltiness. They are kind to the animals and it's kinda warming. They talk to them and treat them real kind. *Glad* I hope I'm seeing the facts. =)

^.^ Nevertheless, zoo is a place where family & friends gather for fun + knowledge. Memanfaatkan! Without them we could only see them through tv. =S Well, there must be 2 heads in a coin. Let's hope for the best, for the animals.

GSC Suria Sabah

Headed straight to Suria after Lok Kawi Zoo.

Cuz' it's 4 o'clock on a Thursday evening, so we had the whole theater by ourselves. woohoo!

'Backup Plan' - a movie that makes you think a lot, laugh a lot and totally freak out to the idea of childbirth!

Nice view of harbour from the Suria Sabah foodcourt - where we had our late lunch.

Camwhores

Firefly, Time Square Kota Kinabalu

My last outing before get my ass back to pg. Sad or happy, it's a helluva mix feeling. But we had a great night there, dancing whateva moves that we'd learnt from past lives. I started to realize that it's not the person around you that determines your happiness/craziness. It's you, yourself. 1st thing 1st, let yourself OUT! to PARTAY!

What's somebody like you, doin' in a place like this?

Say, did you come alone, or did you bring all your friends?

Say, what's your name, what you drinking

I think I know what you're thinking

Baby, what's your sign, tell me yours I'll tell you mine

Say, what's somebody like you, doin' in a place like this?

I'll never be the same..if we ever meet again~

Won't let you get away, said if we ever meet again

This free fall's got me so

Kiss me all night don't ever let me go

I'll never be the same, if we ever meet again

Say if we ever meet again..

Do you come here much? I swear I've seen your face before

Hope you don't see me blush, but I can't help but want you more, more

Baby they me what's your story

I ain't shy, don't you worry

I'm flirtin' with my eyes, wanna leave with you tonight

So do you come here much, I gotta see your face some more, some more

If we ever meet again, I'll have so much more to say

If we ever meet again, I won't let you go away

If we ever meet again, I'll have so much more to say

If we ever ever meet again, I won't let you go away.

Just like every episode of drama, there has to be one or two ringing bells. This is Timbaland ft. Kary Perry's 'If we ever meet again'. For you guys.

Max fun we had after everybody gets tipsy & start dancing that night. =P

=S It's nauseating to end this post. People, we shall party again. Muacks!!!

XoXo. :)

睡不着

2010-07-19T00:19:00.004+08:00

明天八点的课，

现在凌晨过一点点，

又是听太多歌‘累事’，

又是想太多，

结果睡不着。

【我怕的是低潮来袭】

【这城市哪里够隐秘】

【藏住我突然想哭的情绪】

晚安。

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（十分钟后。。。）

本来是想关电脑的，结果听到一首水晶版的歌，脑里潜意识就是要我把它欣赏完。

是冬季恋歌里的一首插曲-In Memory。ps-不是那个俗到不行的my memory。

想起看冬季恋歌的那个时候，中学的时候，肆无忌惮不顾一切的时候。

那时候开始流行韩剧，结果我没有一部是有耐心地看完。插曲却听了不少。

什么时候，怎么样的心情，我们才会打翻回忆之库，重温旧事？

有个人说，她喜欢重看自己写的日记，这告诉她自己，以前是多么的傻，和现在的不一样。

这些感受，是心灵上的对照吧。不时照一照，让心无忌地在回忆里畅游一番，像在伸懒腰。。

看到我剪贴在文件夹上的一句话，‘People tends to focus on the future because they're not happy now.’ 其实也并不然吧。

In memory，往往藏着一丝甜蜜的欢笑，还有疯狂的泪水。

是回忆构造了这么一个现在的我，而现在的我，也容许自己在未来里蓦然回首。

希望那个时候，我是欣慰地笑，开怀地大笑；不是一个人在默默地哭泣，苦苦地追忆。

啊。。不知不觉，居然重复了那首歌N次！

晚安。

Tic Toc

2010-07-09T01:42:00.001+08:00

Time is short.

Tic toc tic toc tic toc.

Grab time to do everything I want!

It's time to be A.G.G.R.E.S.S.I.V.E!

SATC, Fairy Tale

2010-06-25T22:28:00.010+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥SATC2♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I say, Sex and the City is a modern yet classic fairy-tale, for every female in the world! *WOOHOO*

Watched it on Wed night, and I just can't get enough of Samantha's desperate wildness, Charlotte's lovely perfection-thinking, Miranda the witty enthusiast and of course, Carrie the sparkle pursuer with her always-ly enlightening 'rules' she made! Not to mention their friendship - warm and supportive. Isn't that everyone wish for? A soulmate, rather than just friends.

Having an openly gay director, the movie starts with a grand gay wedding. With SWAN and auntie dancing 'Single Ladies'. LOL. You can say it's brainless and 'wtf'. But I think it suits perfectly well as an opening for the kind of movie with style, macam ini. At least this is way more close to happiness than blockbuster/zombie movies- all the end of the world, people die and suffer shit.

Most importantly, the movie doesn't show only the positive side of Abu Dhabi (like most commercials). It gives us perfect impression on how extreme the quality of life could be, without the wealth and fame. Moreover it emphasizes on the extend of conservativeness of their people (this is the best part). @.@

I admit the fashion are gorgeous, scenes are exaggeratively beautiful... but hey, old-time fairy tale punya starring even TALK to birds, what's more unacceptable than that?! It's only camel, desert and Dior here. And it's all real.

Micheal Patrick King sure knows how to write conversations that fits multiple situations.

Like "I KNEW A KISS MEANS SOMETHING!! "

Yea, it could get you into jail, for instance. XD

Lastly, SATC2 tells us to cherish our partner, take a break to breath, love your work and respect other cultures. Wider coverage than Celcom, and less costly. =P A movie enriched with moral values, geographic knowledge, the metamorphosis of fashion, culture, reality, emotions and the untold (sex).

"There's nothing wrong with the couch!"

Lab

2010-06-22T21:24:00.002+08:00

Lab lab lab lab lab...

Experiment experiment experiments....

Trial and error, trial and errorsss....

Tirednesszzzz.....

Despite all the above mentioned, I realize that I'm actually learning more than I do in U. At least without all the rushing for assignments and reports, I *sometimes* take the initiative to find out the theories out of curiosity. *claps* So now that my internship has ALMOST come to an end *1 n 1/2 weeks!*, means PRESENTATION is coming! yikes! After all, that's why we have to take LSP402 (English). =.= Told'ja internship is beneficial. Even needa polish our basic comp skills - print screen. HAHA.

*Powerpoint here I come!*

Yum Cha

2010-06-16T23:08:00.004+08:00

Papparich の Soy Milk+Egg Pudding+Gula Melaka!

大好き~ All my fav 3 in 1~

Sip slowly. It might get too sweet (err...is this even logic? But it's true!). =P

♥♥

2010-06-14T23:14:00.003+08:00

Feel like buying perfume. Any recommendations??

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

So I've made some survey. Me LOVING this. *save save save!!*

It's limited!^0^

♥

2010-06-14T18:53:00.001+08:00

♥ My corner ♥

巧克力Brownies

2010-06-13T22:06:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to You....

厚厚的巧克力

~~肥肥的~~我祝你生日快乐

I ♥ Daiso & Hyaku en shop

2010-06-13T14:12:00.024+08:00

It's Sunday and it's raining madly outside. Let's appreciate beautiful things in our life, cherish human care and intelligence!

1stly~

Thank Q dears for the souvenirs!

Went shoppin' with mama & sis in Daiso & Hyaku En Shop. YEY!! So many stuff we're trying to buy without purpose. Held the fire. We successfully held. the. urge. So, YEY! took pix.

Bear Bear Spec Casing

Oreo-like Cookie Container. Cute~

Za dao-ness Banana Casing for Banana.

Christmas & dots combination = Cheerfulness + 幸福感

I've this 'thing' for dots. Dun the hell know why.

But still bought home with these materials...for... [we'll figure it out]

Pink-layers Felt

ピンクPolka dot felt - Can expand unlimited creativity with it!

Told'ja I have a thing for dots...

[left] Green-blue scrunchie for my mane

[right] Purple Leopard-printed fury sticker

Guess how these cutie boxes gonna look like?

Sexy like that! _So adorable for door gifts in parties~

Alcoholic drinks in square colorful boxes

Home Care - 'Dumplings' for your chairs

Protecting your floors from scratches

In order to not waste money...

My Weekend Project ~ Purple leopard-printed hard disc blanket

Before sticking it, measure size & do some adjustments + cutting of the edges.

Fitting!

Ok...It ain't that cold I suppose.

[Thinking what to do next week]

不知道

2010-06-12T02:04:00.003+08:00

微醺，2点04 AM

今天是万众期待的星期五！所以搞到自己有点熏熏才肯回家。其实星期五只是对一些平日都在努力的人有意义（嘿嘿。。），那些仗着有UNCLE SAM撑腰的人，每天都是星期天，有什么好稀罕区区星期五啊！都不懂这是种悲哀，还是种幸福。而所谓幸福，又是另一番没有答案的学问。

反正最近睡眠质量不好，老是作梦。不是打人就是追跑什么的。真累。

6点半起来，精神顶多能撑到10点吧。一方面是只要‘事头’不在，很多事情就算大家都知道是PENDING，也不愿意去做，身为学生的也不懂该不该插手这些‘争议性’的范围。永远永远，我们都是不好吃的夹心饼。TOO MANY COOKS啊。政府啊。政策啊。效率啊。人力资源啊。永远PENDING啊.... 这时候了解到了，有个工作狂主任也未免不是一件好事。至少有时候没有必要因为没有事做而又去吃东西，或甚至因为没有事做而打瞌睡。这不是在浪费生命吗！？真的很不明白。。。

事实就是这样。让人不明不白，不清不楚，晕晕噩噩。。。

我们把酒问青天，一轮明月也看不见。丁点SIGN都没有。。。

*晕*

Chill Chill

2010-06-08T22:26:00.002+08:00

Stop whining bout results~! ....Chill chill chill everyone....You guys are men-stressing-kan!!! ARGH!

Boss as Friends?

2010-06-06T09:16:00.004+08:00

My boss got FB! He added us LI students already! o.0

Should i comment anything on his post 'as a friend'/invite him to play Restaurant City with me/camwhore with him? XD

=XoXo=

Cupcakes = Love

2010-06-04T23:00:00.006+08:00

Today 六国大封相 in lab and at home. =(

Everybody needs a little more lurve and patience. Underneath all the wrappings and masks, we are all as vulnerable, as soft, as cakes to forks. =P

Gimme back my plat number.....

2010-06-02T22:03:00.004+08:00

It rained for dunno how many hours today + ber-thunder-thunder, didn't notice it until dad called to remind me to drive safely. Despite my safety was guaranteed, the plat number didn't make it.

Because of you loh crazy flood.

Gonna maneuver around with 'SA' til this car gets its off day~

Thought

2010-05-31T12:08:00.004+08:00

It's time to sing '...别再对爱说无所谓...'

金国民

2010-05-30T11:59:00.001+08:00

I wanna watch this......

XXX

2010-05-29T21:58:00.002+08:00

不要再骗自己了。。。

Once in a Lifetime

2010-05-21T17:52:00.002+08:00

=D Though the whole morning, we're basically doing nothing except 'culture interacting' (gossip + chit chat), but some excitement got me in the afternoon~ wooh yeah~

I fired 2 shots today!!

1 from a revolver and another one from 1 rifle (ps. both real thing). WOOHOO!! I got that impact from the shit rifle, guess my shoulder's gonna be weird tomorrow. Worth it. Worth it. It was thrilling, anyhow!

=D Expecting the next best thing~

Report 1, off camera

2010-05-13T19:03:00.006+08:00

My no.1 chill-out place during working hours. Somehow I find it comfortable. =D

This is my 1st week of training, and honestly I'm totally thwarted by my own immature skills. Sad to admit, but I guess I should write it down to bookmark myself for future reference. (It's not like I would write this into the LI report OWKAY!) So, well... off camera!

So far work is interesting, and no doubt challenging, kinda thrilled to be assigned for any case especially. Hence, I realize how bad I am in the aspect of ... how to say... 'mind arrangement'?

It's like.... 'where should I start?'.. 'huh?...' 'what?.. what's that?'

Then totally run here and there like a fly, without head. *sigh* I guess my supervisor will mark my 'Organisasi dan Pengurusan' column a huge X. Bwaahhhh! No...! The feeling is damn bitter when I hear ' oh, wrong already. nvm, do it again. ' *shit* Thou my supervisor is amazingly nice, still....... =S I hate the feeling to let ppl down. Guess I should borrow the Kadazan's advise to me - 'tahan hati saja..'

No wonder people out there say us mahasiswa/mahasiswi tak boleh harap. No wonder the pengarah say university knowledge is soooo basic only. Thou I'm still in the process of learning, I kinda feel shameful for being a 3rd year student next year. *super sigh* Sometimes I wonder, is it because all of these are analysis base stuff, so for an industrial noob like me, it's ok to be idealess for now. But then, the word chemist pop out and everything is all a POOF! The strict side of me came shouting 'JUST ADMIT THAT YOU ARE NOT QUALIFIED'. *shit x infinity*

Haiz. Optimistically, lucky for me that LI makes me think a lot. Or else, I still goyang kaki at home, waiting for graduation and know nothing but facebook and face mask, then happily turn out to be a social-parasitic-bimbo that claims holding a degree in science. *screams* I think even mosquitoes would look down at me and refuse to suck my blood for a living. *AH!*

Enough literally self-destructing shit. Imma have a good sleep and prepare for a kick-start again tomorrow!

Note: I should sharpen my lab skill. Learn more, ask more, thicken-up the face. Tomorrow, I'll know what I'll be doing (hopefully), gathering all the equipments I need in 1 go, even disposal bins and dammit marker pens! Then FOCUS, FoCus, fooooCus! NO MORE WASTING ENERGY & RESOURCES. Gwarrrh!

ps. please leave warm and nice comments ONLY, or else I'll cry. HAHA. kidding. but HELLO, once in a while say something NICE and ENCOURAGING to me will die or not. ^0^

Value of a friend

2010-04-06T14:10:00.005+08:00

What's the definition of 'friend'?

I remembered high school days, our English teacher assigned us an essay titled 'what is the value of a friend'. Some of us wrote as the title implied, 'what are the values of friends'. e.g what friend can do for us. While some of us wrote the other way round. i.e 'what is the 'qualification' to be named - a friend. Means what we have, to be a friend. Deep thoughts. Kinda controversial don't you think?

Until today, the symbiosis of both the contra-verdict exists. And the definition of the term 'friend' became more and more vague. Do homo sapiens live in colony, or do we belong to the eagle type of solo life? *hmmmm..*

Some people live, thought they are surrounded by friends. But come to think of it....

'How many friends do you have?'

'.....................'

Some people live, rather to keep a few real friends than to social with hypocrites. But they felt solid and beloved.

'Do you have any friends?'

'No, just 1.'

There is no identical personalities in this world. Why expect everyone to be the same?

So, seriously, are we taking our friends for granted? Deep thoughts.

How often do you help/protest/stand up for your friend?

How often do you ask/demand from your friend?

What is a friend to you?

XoXo. Merely some thoughts.............

Thee, Liar, Rhymes

2010-03-21T22:27:00.003+08:00

there's a lot of bullshit going on in the lies. in the dramas.

what to say if you chose to believe. what not to say if you chose to deceive.

and therefore here's a song for you, mcb.

so familiar that we've all heard it before.

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall,

Humpty Dumpty had a great fall,

Threescore men and threescore more,

Cannot put Humpty Dumpty as he was before.

you're gonna be so screwed.

i guess nobody ever bothered to put any pieces of ur balls together anyway.

fck off our lives, for goodness sake!

A note about the Masquerade Night

2010-03-18T22:42:00.009+08:00

Romantic aye?

Night of Crystalline Masquerade =) with 4 masked models to 'chang chiong'.

Posing in front of the lift. With the MC squeezing in.

Big big 'chemical' family...

Cozy lounge... me love!

Glamorous chandelier....

An exciting night full of make ups and dressing ups.
Some question the worth to spend a lot for just one night.
Some question the abilities of the team before the night was claimed successful.
^.^ Nothing speaks much more than hundred pieces of memorable photos.
At least I think it is.

CNY Tiger Year

2010-03-06T12:32:00.035+08:00

Senai airport =) @ Lavender cafe. Love ING the color.

It's PURPLE ~ ♥

Check out my cutie-pie-ish cousin below. Oh I miss him~ muacks muacks.

1 and half year old. The age of curiosity and cuteness. Learning to walk and talk... The age we can still get fly kiss from them, bribe them to 'sayang' us. hoho.

Granny's

This Tiger year, my family and I spent it in grandma's, that means no gathering with friends. The feeling's kinda different, seeing relatives after so many years. Elders grow older, kids grow taller. Although grandma likes to nag about her aging, she's still offering her max to the big family. Anyway, lotsa activities has been done and they're all memorable. I'm still flipping through the photos once in a while since then.

Choy san... when will you come...

CNY is all about giving wishes and making new year resolutions. This year Uncle Steven brought Kong Ming Lanterns! ^.^ But then the next year I read it on news saying it's illegal. =/

I wish.....

Preparations!

Fat boy: I hope I can bully more this year.

Skinny boy: I hope I won't get bully this year.

Oh look at their curious and innocent eyes!

お年玉! The important thing every year. Dad is cute. He gave me and sis the 2 girls one, and then bro the boy boy one. Banks are so creative already.

Say chezzz ....

My father's side of the family. Although not everybody was there, the camera can't fit already. =O My Biu Goh took this CNY gathering as an opportunity for his wedding banquet since it's hard to invite everybody during the official date - last Sept.

My mom's sisters & families. We hit Malacca at the 4th day of CNY for Portugese Seafood. =D

Portugese Village

Grandma, sei lui pao, mama

2 emo 无间道s. Left - aunt punya hubby. Right - grandma punya son.
Both UNCLES.

2 fat cows

Hot air balloon outside Mahkota

Normal stuff every year. Yet without them, something's missing.

- 終わります -

Escape

2010-02-28T01:26:00.001+08:00

No matter what kinda dream you have, money is the reality we could never escape.

ByeBye.

Things will get better

2010-02-12T11:55:00.002+08:00

Did what I can before departure. Hope it'll all go smoothly after CNY~..

Dooong dooong dooong Chiang~~ ^0^

Happy Chinese New Year dear all. Safe trip home!

11:59 a.m @ McD, Bayan Lepas, Penang

p.s this McD WIFI - 2 thumbs up! Maybe everybody else is just too busy muching fries & burgers. =P Even the whole airport seems lonely. I didn't even need to queue up for check-in!

^.^

Crate opened and buried

2010-02-10T23:53:00.003+08:00

Sometimes you can't deny how much you know a person, from words.

Come to think of it...

Eh, I'm having that kind of sensitivity too.

Is this an only-a-fish-knows-what-another-fish-is-burping situation here?

Or is this I-think-from-my-experiences.

X e _ _ l _ _ h _ y

A tag printed deep.

Due to the unspoken goodbyes.

*crate buried*

Tiny Infinity

2010-02-10T00:43:00.002+08:00

'Young and full of running

Tell me where has that taken me?

Just a great figure eight or a tiny infinity?'

Edge of Desire - John Mayer

Shopping

2010-01-29T23:29:00.007+08:00

Ahh.. vintage~

Intended to buy this ...but cannot find a reason to. =( Price very reasonable wor i tell you. So I took a memorable pix and left with a heavy heart. .. .

It's soft and comfy with linings some more. Purrfect with leggings or pantyhose. But kinda thick. Wearing this with fountain-y sweat isn't such a good feeling I suppose...Eeekks! AHH I wanna go somewhere cooooooooold!

CNY around the corner. Happy shopping for new year darlings!

Inspired by Thomas

2010-01-28T12:13:00.006+08:00

12:13 PM

I just finished my Japanese class and I'm filled with emotions. Not out of nothing tho. XP
It's just sometimes, somebody, at some particular time, would 'resurrect' the idea you had for a long time. When life or the environment left you in a comfort zone, I've, like a normal human with insecure feelings most of the time, stayed. Not that I'm totally ok and happy with it. I am just going along. AND That's pitiful.

I need to seek for a trigger. Some kind of irregular magic potion for 'survival'.

And today, a new student came in class. He has enlightened me and honestly I am envy of what he's having in his life. He's an undergraduate doctor, with self-studied Japanese language (woah). And so he came to our class, just to join us for a few classes, because he's on a vacation in Malaysia. (!!!!???)

Doesn't THAT inspire you?

Like who on earth would think of packing a bag for a visit oversea, then go their university join a few classes of interested subject? Don't say they're nerds, it's a kind of passion for knowledge!

Would you, happen to have a chance to travel in USA, go to their uni and have some classes?!

Maybe. MAYBE he's a doctor-to-be so he has great minds. (you know doctors aren't so-so people) Or maybe I'm just too subjective. I'm inspired. And somehow a little bit motivated. His actions 'potion-ed' me. You know the feeling when you meet some great people right?

Thank you, Thomas. Finally I meet somebody with true passion. Not weird minds nor pure copycats.

You've awaken me. =)
12.32 PM

00:40 You've got mail

2010-01-11T00:38:00.003+08:00

E-mail me Bacardi, Whiskey, B52.....

是否这次我将真的离开你
是否这次我将不再哭
是否这次我将一去不回头
走向那条漫漫永无止境的路
是否这次我已真的离开你
是否泪水已干不再流
是否应验了我曾说的那句话
情到深处人孤独

多少次的寂寞挣扎在心头
只为挽回我将远去的脚步
多少次我忍住胸口的泪水
只是为了告诉我自己
我不在乎

10 days late

2010-01-11T00:09:00.001+08:00

'People tend to focus on the future when they're not happy now'.

So what's the situation here right now? Wandering between overlap and relapse..
Despite I know where my wrong turn was, there's no turning back.
So there leaves no choice but to ponder about the future and grab as many as I can right now.

This is what I'm gonna do.2010.
Cheers!

ps. photo credits to Adam Wong @ Christmas eve. Mad loving it. =)

New Year Ahead

2010-01-02T20:35:00.004+08:00

Goodbye, 2009.

Kelly Bay (龙尾湾)

2009-12-11T15:59:00.000+08:00

I've known this place for some time but too bad no chance for me to pay a visit, til now. The 2nd day I came back from Penang, sis grabbed me along to join this outing with her colleagues to Kelly Bay, Tuaran. =D All unprepared! 'Luckily' the weather was superb, with uncountable ultraviolet rays invisibly killing our skin cells. =P

Cannot open eyes dy!
After a bowl of Sang Nyuk Mee (生肉面) from Lintas, 3 to 4 cars went for an adventure to find that hidden gem of Borneo. Ngek ngek. The road to this place was hard to find and kinda undeveloped, we passed by places where chicken came running out of nowhere, cows ignorantly blocking the way to eat grass.. the sign boards are too insignificant to be noticed as well.
Finally, after like half and hour or more...

Final sign board. You know those hanging signs will be kept away into their store after they close this place in the night. LOL. so if you came blindly here at night, you could only see a stupid lonely tree bark stuff without any words on it. Why? They said got weird desperate people would come and steal their sign board. HAHA~

Waiting for the other following cars to arrived. We aboarded the ... ferry (is that a ferry or boat or what) 1st. And remember to wear safety jacket. Who knows what the heck would fly up and pull you down into the swamp right? Like anaconda!!! =.= This 'ferry' do look like those usually attacked by lake monsters or anacondas btw.

Guy with the green shirt, the photographer of the day with his precious Lumix dunno-what version and tripod. He's a Penangite lo za dao. But syokness is when West Malaysian's been transferred (willing or unwillingly) to the East, they get to transfer their car too (FOC!). o.0 Who wanna come Sabah work?? Bring over your Range Rover! Vrooom~

Good thing of this place is we're paid according to heads (err..). I mean no people would come ask you ' eh wanna play banana boat? eh wanna fish? tambah 20 ringgit!' something like that. It's all included and whether if you like it or not, it's paid and whether you're sporty or not, JUST PLAY LAH. PAID WORRR.
This guy was throwing little webs to catch ketam!

Before reaching to our place, we stopped by this piece of sandy land for photo shooting. Look over the far place, it's the sea. This water we're 'sailing' on, connects to the sea one loh. I forgot what's the hulu /hilir thing already...crap geography.

Photos... on that piece of land. =)

This is June. sea water here might not be as clear and aqua as the island, but look at the sky!

This is everybody.

Getting near to our destination.

Emo blue boat.
Very cheong hei woman instructing us how to wear life jacket (=.=) how to play banana boat, and the facilities we could enjoy. Plus showing us around. Let us look at the place we shall rest.

Not actually grand but comfy and relaxing. Most important it's clean. And with the straw mat and leathered cushion, we would get dry faster even after coming back from water sports.

The small coconut bowl on every seat, is for us to wash our hands before/after meal. Not lemon tea!

The facilities....

You can kill ur enemy at ease. Such a relaxing holiday right, without your enemy bugging you!

Or do some chicken hunting.
Upgrade yourselves with some art - Batik!

Samples hanging up. There are Korean and Taiwan tourists here too! So different rows are fixed for different groups of visitors.

Do some fishing..
Cute blue crab they caught by the cage.

Checking out the bait...

Big catfish being greedy to eat the bait.

Water sports~
Banana boat.
Kayaking.
Surfing.
Yo that was my 1st time to surf. LOL. The butterflies in the stomach was raging! I did't know I was supposed to be scared of the huge wave coming or be excited.

Football!
Swinging on the hammocks....

And food is provided. =)
Yum yum... Nom Nom nommm....

Bo Bo Cha Cha
Bak Kut Teh Soup
Langsat on the left. And Yeung Sam Sou on the right to clear out your heat.

The Yeung Sam Sou.

Got Mee, Fried Rice, Fish, Salad, Chicken Curry, Grilled squid, Grilled lamb, Fried Chicken Wings.... all nicely cooked and satisfied our stomach after all the activities. Yumm... Oh the money right, used to buy Cola one. Soft drinks and ice creams are not included so pay myself lo. =)

And in the evening after everyone's clean and prepare to take off, hot roti tissue and roti banana are served with teh tarik. ^.^ ooooooo~~~

Of course before we clean ourselves up to leave, we went photo shooting again as the sunset were pretty. @.@

Wee~~~
Left - sunset. Right - tengah hari very the hot!

Artsy Fartsy...
The great tripod.. risking his life to take our group photo. ^.^

一望无际 ^.^
Kinda romantic like that...

Orange Sunset...
Waiting for my 2nd cup of teh tarik

You take me, I take you.

Classic...
'I want to die, don't stop me!'
'If you really want to die, die farther!!'

And I drew this with my toes. haha.

After that, we went to search for kelapa bakar! Roasted coconut juice. It's getting late but still a lot of cars at the roadside to buy coconut drinks/pudding.

Poor coconuts...
I prefer the cooool coconut juice anyway. Warm drinks after beach is sooooooooooo weird. XD
But the coconut pudding, 2 thumbs up.

Roasted clam shells..

Tired. And then sleeep all the way home after coconut drinks and keropok udang. =)
I was bitten by stupid sandfly soooooooooo be careful! Bring mosquito/bug repellant!

Words when the light's off

2009-12-10T23:37:00.019+08:00

Hey Mr. Curiosity
Is it true what they've been saying about you
Are you killing me?
You took care of the cat already
And for those who think it's heavy
Is it the truth
Or is it only gossip

I've burnt myself a Christmas CD - my routine every end of the year! After the machinery buzz, I'm full with all the cantabile happiness. This kinda relax is max-ed in car. So I drove, and drove. Past my house junction, past some of my friend's house.

Call it mystery or anything
Just as long as you'd call me
I sent the message on did you get it when I left it
See this catastrophic event
It wasn't meant to mean no harm
But to think there's nothing wrong is a problem

Oh shit. I started to think back how I survived through high school. It was supposed to be the doomsday among the public examinations. No doubt the result's smellier than dog poo of a dog that eats only poo. Yet, the days were filled with crimes and anonymous curiosity that led to more crimes. Naivety means problems aren't problems.

I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
Love is a mystery
Mr. Curiousity...

Then this melody came by. Okuribito's soundtrack - Memory. One of the instrumental piece that turns my emo-ness back on. That makes my brain start to think amid the melodies, with peak and bass. This time, some part of the future appears.

Come back to me
Mr. waiting ever patient can't you see
That I'm the same the way you left me
In a hurry to spell check me
And I'm underlined already in envy green
And pencil red
And I've forgotten what you've said
Will you stop working for the dead and return
Mr. curious well I need some inspiration
It's my birthday and I cannot find no cause for celebration
The scenario is grave but I'll be braver when you save me
From this situation laden with hearsay

Future sounds like a whole blank white piece of paper to most people. Me, too. I said future appears, I mean I know what really suits me bits by bits. And I hope that jigsaw puzzle would be complete soon. Or maybe I should say I started to have a mindset of what kinda lifestyle I want for the rest of my life.

I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
And love is a mystery
Mr. Curiosity
Be Mr. please
Do come and find me, oh
Find, find me, find me

Don't wanna sound like an old hag, but really, you can't see yourself clearly when you're not moving anywhere. Just like GPS, it won't show you your leftover km's if you're not moving further. Maybe I was caught by some scenery, or blurred by the vision of kaleidoscope. Or purely confused by what I thought, is true love.

Love is blinding when the timing's never right
Oh who am I to beg for difference
Finding love in just an instant
Well I dont mind, at least I've tried
And I tried, I tried...

I forgot I included this song in my xmas CD and suddenly all the pangs came rushing in, and I drove further. Nothing's compatible with a running mind plus a right genre of song right now, I felt. What is love? Cheesy, man! But, what is love, seriously?

I've read a novel by Hiyawu (藤井树), with these awakening sentences,

成熟的爱, 是因为爱而需要 (Mature love is , we need because of love)
不成熟的爱, 是因为需要而爱 (Immature love is, we love because we need)

Somebody would shout at the top of their lungs and say I love you. Somebody would keep it in heart and show it by action. Some would prefer mature love, undeniable there's some who are out to pursue the so called immature love. Is there any moral issue here? I don't think so. Nobody has the same ruler of morality. And who are we to judge how mature their love is.

I'm loving the last part of this Mr. Curiosity by Jason Mraz. At least I tried. A lot of times when disappointment yells and trauma recalls, failure comes creeping in. At least I tried.

Love is blinding when the timing's never right

When jigsaw starts to look like something, with the ability, I hope I could do more for my parents. Only for them, love is always blind and the timing is always precise.

深夜随记

2009-12-04T01:57:00.002+08:00

A lot of thoughts would cross over the mind in the midnight.

Massive loads of 'what if', plenty of 'maybe'..

追完了手上的'盗墓笔记', 非常欣赏作者的想象力, 和用词的贴切. 虽然知道一切发生在古墓里的事情是那么的荒谬与和科学背道而驰, 但还是会不知不觉地陷下去, 和吴邪一起追踪扑朔迷离事件的背后, 到底是有着什么样的秘密. 有时候一个人看这'盗墓笔记', 甚至会感到害怕. 因为剧情一点也不靠谱, 而且自己想象出来的妖魔鬼怪, 古墓的情形, 可以说是..自己在吓自己. 毕竟这些东西 (比如有尸体的棺材),都不是随便走出街就能碰到的. 一种自己先入为主的恐惧在困着自己...

无论如何, 我想说的是, 世界之大, 有太多的可能性, 太多的秘密, 太多的谎言和结果. 虽然说我们不能把一一都好好地掌控在自己手里, 但是那些东西都是我们生活的动力, 我们解决事情的方式, 而情感, 或许是我们接受的一种形式. 而以主观来判断事物, 是不公平的选择. 可是有多少人能够在和自己的情感和欲望纠结的时候, 放弃自己的想法呢.

直觉是根深蒂固的.

视觉是给自己的交代.

听觉是让别人摇动你的初衷.

触觉是最原始的情感.

我们努力地学习. 学习以最低杀伤力的情感来接受未知的.....可能会是的....'精彩'.

Korean Instant Noodle - An Experiment

2009-11-25T23:24:00.006+08:00

After watching the 24/11/2009 Kang Xi Lai Le, I sms-ed Alex and told him I wanna eat his newly bought Korean instant noodle. =D It's for my stomach, and for an experiment! Kindness of Alex!

So the topic of the show that day was about supper~ and so they said spicy Korean instant noodles would taste vastly different - enter a whole new world liddat, if 1 special ingredient is added.

And that's the very famous - CHEESE.

Here comes the experiment..

Cook the mee like usual. Don't tell me you dunno how. Just boil water and throw everything in the packet in (package excluded =S)! And do the most important step - WAIT.

Okie I added some cheesy sausage. Cuz I like cheese sausage le bah. Wait until the mee is appropriately soften to suit your taste buds.

Leave the stove, pour those stuff into a bowl. Place the gorgeous on top of everything. Slowly you'll see it melts...

Then I blend everything together, the soup became thick and chalky. =0 Worst of all, it smelt EWWWWWWWWWWW. Totally rubbishy smell man. For 1 moment I don't feel like eating it already. Ergh!

Slowly the stinky cheesy smell fades...

And I ate it. It tasted ok only. Normal Korean mee soup with a slight salty cheesy essence liddat. As a conclusion, I think that original Korean mee tasted better. Hah! I guess that's how smelly-Tofu scares people away. Pungent smell though tasted okay. That's what I heard. I still don't have the guts to try.

Hehe. So Imma off home tomorrow. YEY! Just wanna say no more instant noodle for a month! *applause* ENOUGH. Cheers to the healthy lifestyle with a looooooot of fresh food awaits. =)

Cannabis College & Mr. Curiosity

2009-11-24T00:38:00.005+08:00

=) Funneeehh lyrics man. I like him when he's speaking. Dunno what's that. Attractive like DJ. A kind of smooth liquefy voice. Relaxing and random live performance. Should finish the whole series of these outdoor show of him. ^.^ Good thing about it is that it's random enough. Performances are just too tight up with some super star or what. He's simple enough. Simply Jason Mraz.

Get ready for some babababiduwah... and aaaaaaahhhhhh.....

.........
And if you grow your knowledge tree Hydroponically (LOLs!)
........
Instead of writing boring papers
You'll be rolling all your tests and all your quizzes
You'll be curing common glaucoma
Convinced you're acing physics
You'll be setting quite a fine example
Coring apples and carving cans
You passed your first exam
.......
And in the basement laboratory they're teaching short term memory
Can anybody tell me where they're teaching short term memory?
........
With THC Ph. D's
A BA in euphoria
Avoid the military
Minoring in paranoia
Job offers a plenty with GPAs at 4 point 20
Get the blunted edge
A certificate that says
I made it through college
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Another fav - Mr.Curiosity (light and jazzy version)
I find this song kinda romantic, don't you? =p
If you like melancholic one, try the 2nd song in my player.

......
see this catastrophic event
it wasn't meant to mean no harm
but to think there's nothing wrong is a problem
.....
i'm looking for love this time
sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
love is a mystery
mr. curious...
.....
come back to me
mr. waiting, ever patient can't you see
that i'm the same the way you left me
in a hurry to spell check me
and i'm underlined already in envy green
and pencil red
......
love is blinding when the timing's never right
oh who am i to beg for difference
finding love in just an instant
well i don't mind
at least i've tried
well i tried, i tried
.......

People of China

2009-11-23T15:34:00.035+08:00

I know the pictures are old enough to grow worms d. =P So today I'm going to introduce the human of China. We know China has approx. 1.4 billion people. But how much is 1.4 billion? Yea except many many zeros after this 1.4 figure, and common sense tells us it's a huge number. I hope I could tell you how crazy this 1.4 billion is, and jokes saying 'if each China nation spits, it could drown you" is damn true. 1.0ml from each person = 1.4billion ml = 1.4million liter. You're far from dead already.

ps. 1 Billion - 1,000,000,000

This is the train station of Xi An. The most common public transport of China is either by bus or by train. So I could see this place is flooded with people with different purposes. *Hold on my bag firmly*

Inside the ticket selling hall, almost 50 counters available. Each ticket selling aunties talked like robot, repetitively ask for your planned destination, time and choice of seats. It's like totally frustrating if you "errrrr...which one is cheaper?..ehh..." hesitate for so long in front of the counter. A lot of unfriendly + impatient faces awaiting behind. Stress loh even wanna buy a train ticket. So I was heard a lot of ang mohs don't prefer trains here if they are backpacking.

Talking about choices of seats...
China so big right, so basically the train started from the super East side (eg. Shanghai) to the super West side (eg. Lan Zhou), some even farther to Ulu Muqi, Xin Jiang. No no, not 1 hour drive from KK to Tuaran that simple. So maybe it takes dayssss for long, or hoursss for short. So seats are divided into hard seats (硬座), hard beds (硬卧) and soft beds (软卧).

Like the name implies, hard seats mai hard seats lo. Sit until you reach your destination.

Hard beds aren't exactly stone beds la. It's like a small room for 6 persons - 2 rows of 3 storey beds. Imagine a standard train height, the highest storey totally smell the ceiling (not exaggerating), that's why cheaper - and claustrophobic. Middle storey can't sit straight, still ok. Lowest storey, more expensive, could sit up straight and eat kuachi loh.

Soft beds are small rooms with 4 beds, relatively comfortable. Of course most expensive among those choices.

Outside of the ticket selling counter are rows of meh-meh-ceh-ceh queues, to get inside the waiting hall for the train to stop by.

Schedules for the trains. More than that, the screen changes like we see those schedules in airport. OMG so many places to go meh!

Wonder why so many people outside the hall, but not queueing to go in?

Wait loh. Why not wait inside?
Here's the situation inside the waiting hall.

'Full House' Seriously outside is better if your train is like 2 hours later. You wanna sleep with them also no place for you.
Maybe poker?
Plus air is stuffy.

I know the photo is blurry. I scare people come punch me right on my nose or what if I shot this like nobody's business. They slept on the corridor, WOW right?! They actually slept, not just lie down.

You see, some people aren't tourist or having a great time travelling. That's the bad to live in hectic cities, have to strive, have to fight for food, and be flexible to THAT extend. We should be grateful the population in our country isn't saturated, we are still able to shoot single photos without a lot of passerbys..

Museum for the Warriors of Terra-Cotta

Striving for existence.
Striving for existence.
and
Striving for existence.
Their aim of life I suppose. Let alone adaptation, surviving skills are more important already. Even going to universities, a 0.01 marks could make big difference in their future. While we Malaysians still complain the government for this and that, they have to complain to themselves, get their ass to gambatte, or out of the game. That's very strict.

No doubt place like this do offer something called CHANCES.
Once you stood a chance to protrude yourself, 1.4 billion or more, is all yours. Why Taiwan or Hong Kong stars wanna be famous in China? Why capital injections from entrepreneurs in China? Everyone is asking for a chance. To grow big, to grow strong, to grow rich.

In a different context of asking for chances.
Notice the picture above, there's only 1 person praying whom was squating. The rest with 'papers' are asking for chances. Chances that the lady praying would buy from them. Chances are everywhere, just too many competitors. Sometimes it's guilty not to buy from them, when they gave me those disappointed looks. Oh totally Puss-In-Boots man! =(

A bridge in Tian Shui City, covered with people.

Words on the banner: Sincerity is our capital.

And you really can't blame the ladies (or men) over there to be louder than usual. 1st, they have to get attention. 2nd, they have to scare off bad guys, eventhough sound isn't always the best weapon, but eye-sight of the 3rd party is. 3rd, they have to bargain with dracula-ish sellers. You know I bought a bag that was labelled RMB250 for RMB70 after bargain.

There are tactics one in bargain. Cannot show you're desperate for that product, cannot be shy to cut the prices into one third, or half. It's so wrong to think that we're helping the ke-lian shopkeepers. We should ke-lian our purses. =D

In places where 'queueing up' isn't their way of doing things, be loud or attractive (haha!).
Remember those days in primary school, I was so angry canteen auntie don't layan me since I stood there such a long time no Bee Hun for me. Then those fat boys came and shout, 'AUNTIE ONE BOWL MEE!! ' terus get one. Cis. Since then I wave money in front of those aunties already. If they can't hear me, they see my money(attractive loh) what.

You see, even the death could earn money for the country. Dead Chinese were damn smart. Kidding =P. Btw when I say 1.4 billion, these doesn't count okay.

Let's just pray and hope the dead don't sprang into life suddenly and hide under those traditional costumes. Those performances are like so usual around. It would be spooky to know they're not exactly human. 0.o

Outside the Musuem of Warriors of Terra Cotta

Tour guide let the folks have a rest, too bad not enough benches. Or maybe they prefer to sit lower. Squating is a pose so usual already. Any where, any time.

Random street in Tian Shui City

However, China does have angels (in camouflage). =) So adorable to see daring kids dressing like butterflies and still very 'so-what?!'. HAHA.

Due to the saturation of population, the country has implemented the law of one child. Then the younger generation treat their cousins, friends like brothers and sisters. That's a phenomena rarely seen in Malaysia.

Outing ^^

2009-11-23T00:49:00.024+08:00

Peek'a'Boo!
Say 'hi' to fat Santa. =)

December's coming. Gurney Plaza here got their own small decors already too. And employees with Santa hats. No doubt it's not as any synchronized and huge as those usually set up in 1Utama/Mid Valley each year (anybody over there pls shoot a photo let me see the theme this year!).

HP Pavillion was doing some roadshow at New Wing. A group of 4 musicians being invited to spice up the atmosphere around with some light pieces. Christmas carols were not left out of course!

Top view from the highest level of Gurney Plaze Old Wing. Gurney was flooded with human (if not?) yesterday omg. Like suddenly I was so tiny in the human sea crowd, nonethelessly it was merry. I guess everybody is either off with exams or duty-off. It's a Sunday yo!

I finished a single small size caramel popcorn before the movie started. Then queued up again for a regular size one. And FINISHED. =p Such a loooong time didn't eat popcorn now suddenly all addicted.Total raise the white flags to those sweet caramel scent. Hmm~~

Movie time! 3D A Christmas Carol Yeeha! Before the movie started, this was shown as a 'foreplay'. haha. i've seen this in youtube but it's mega-cute in 3D! Awwww....the cloud are floating in front of me.

Duo-tone glasses huh?
Honestly I can't really hear what Jim Carrey was talking lo. No subtitles and total very the English slang. Some said he sounded more like an Indian, only speaking English. haha. But luckily 3D movies pin point on graphics and motions, and a lot of flying of course. So while guessing (it's very the obvious lah the plots) the storyline, we hop on an visual adventure! In winter! With the snowing. It's cold also (ok la it's air-con).=p

That's all folks. Happy Holidays.
=)

PS. Met with Frank's 99x9 here last week. OMG it's so weird to see that car here instead of KK. Haha. I guess that's the butterflies. You know, when you meet somebody(or thing) that's so not suppose to be in that place. Like meeting an old friend from hometown, in a different place.

Exam Bye Bye

2009-11-20T22:28:00.005+08:00

I'm back. =) Finally! Exam's oooover. Past tense! bla bla bla ました！

I could come back and annoy you all with all of the Christmas jingles, songs, Rudolf and trailer!

Ok due to maximum boredom I already edit this blog into a whole realm of Christmas-y lah I know. Bleh~you know la...

Well, see this..

I know I posted this in FB already but still!

Gonna watch it tomorrow, hopefully in 3D, either one is enough to excite me.

I'm not a fan of ghost story lah but haiyoohh animation woh!

Ngahah... continue my 宫心计1st I'm soooo out already Gosh. Gossip Girl Season 3 YOU WAIT.

HardRock Cafe

2009-11-13T18:59:00.027+08:00

Cats and dogs outside. Chilling with myself on 18th floor with a glass of Sunkist Orange Juice, in the pink version of McD's Coca Cola glass now. Woohoo. I'm so happy because I finished my core paper exams today (left 1 Hubungan Etnik, and Japanese..care later. =p). Switch on headphone mode, turn on new Star Gazor light. Such a wonderful day.

1st of all, have to thank Mito for giving me this Star Gazor. Ok la I name it myself one, but it does look like a pretty star in the dark lo. Got FEEL. And I can't stop take my eyes off it. Ambiguously saying I'm staring at it, or it stares me right back. *waiting for a passionate kiss*

Although guilty, gonna admit it I sneaked out during exam periods. To the HardRock Cafe, Batu Feringghi! Wee~! Because we're seduced by the series of pretty photos taken by bloggers, and Mito's coming to Penang for the night, we decided to hit HardRock to spice up our life. =D

Nguhuh... those pretty logos change colors. So adorable upon the main entrance of HardRock Hotel. It sure cause a scene.. like everybody's gathering here for photos until their neck's broken for elevating their heads too long.

I baru tahu HandRock was founded in London, England. o.0 Ok lah and also know it's a very ooooold restaurant. Then started to grow very big...n then famous.. n then got somehow related to Beatles. Madonna. Micheal Jackson. Elvis Presley..

The symbol of HardRock. =) Huge guitar!
Didn't get to shoot King of Pop due to the huge rain though.
And besides getting an overload meal, a lot of talks, a cocktail for our own, we've got some pictures and an amazing night.

Around the hotel..

The very shallow ankle-height pool with sand inside.

Private access to the pool. Cool! Although you aren't all by yourself after jumping out of the balcony lah.. but the idea of directly changing into dry clothes after swimming is fantastic liao! Come to think of it, blow drying myself with sea breeze isn't that bad either.. provided it's crazily hot in the day!

Reception counter.

I tried to be artistic lo. Shooting myself with painted Beatles. See my whole body is unevenly quadrisected. 0.o And face twisted thanks to refraction. Even the liquefied black door beside looks creepy.. like it's actually walking!

Artificial sandy area for your feet to have the beachy sensation.

A dinner at HardRock Cafe.

The ang-moh beside us so leng zai. =) So I included him into the picture.

We ordered too much food. Haha. We're not awared of the portion. So basically we're the only 2 huge bears in the cafe.

Cheezy Nachos. Nice. =) I like stuff with cheese so this is right for me. Ooo and it's an exciting dish 'coz it gave me surprises. Sometimes I taste sour (tomatoes), sometimes spicy! Is green pepper spicy? Or isit something else. =D Btw notice the huge plate, relative to the saucer beside. Mito and I were shocked by the XL-ness of it. So like whole 2 hours I were biting...biting...cruching...crunching...

10 oz Beef burger
How big is 10 oz?!
After that cheezy nachos showed up, imagine our faces when we saw this.
Not much of a comment from me since I'm not a big fan of beef, ask Mito!

Our cocktails.
Left: Mito's Mai Tai. All tropican and Thai-ish.
Right: I order Mijito but there're no Mint leaves that night. =.= So Sex on the Beach was in for replacement. Nice tho! Orange juice with premium vodka (says the bartender). ^0^

Our dessert.
Our stomach can explode liao!
Chocolate brownies with HaagenDazz icecream on it. Thick chocolate ohmyeff.. =D But sorry la we're too stuffed. Sadly we let the expensive dessert melt while listening to the live band show.

That's all for the post. Huhu.
Gonna check with my Cafe World. I think my Onion Soup is ready to be served! WAHA~

Determination

2009-11-07T18:17:00.003+08:00

Hug 1 tebal-tebal textbook.
Slept 2 times.
This is DETERMINATION.
In a different context.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

大学生,你做到了一下哪几样?

2009-11-03T20:24:00.003+08:00

I saw this strict and meaningful articles from FB. No doubt it gave me a lotta thoughts. As a university students, honestly, are we mature enough?

For those that can't read Chinese, let me translate. =) and thank me for it. lol.

1.进入大学，你的所有过去对于他们来说是一张白纸，这是你最好的重新塑造自己形象的时候。

Everything in the past is just like a piece of white paper once you entered university. This is the best time to rebuild your own image.

2.大学可能有真实的爱情，但只是可能。很多时候他们是因为别人都谈恋爱而羡慕或者别的原因而在一起。
True love might exists in universities. MIGHT. There are times relationships happen because of jealousy, because everybody is doing it, or some other reasons.

3.你在大学有很多意外用钱的地方。为了你的家人和你自己的前途，永远别乱花钱。
For your future, for your family, don't ever be a spendthrift. There are a lot of chances for you to spend without intentions.

4.你大学的朋友很可能就是你将来事业的一部分。他们会帮助你。但是你也应该让自己有能够帮助他们的实力，所以，你要努力。
It's a big possibility that friends in universities may be part of your future career. They will help you. But you must work hard as well, to be able to help them.

5.很多事情当你再回忆时会发现其实没什么。所以，不管你当时多么生气愤怒或者别的，都告诉自己不必这样。
There are a lot of things that are meaningless when you recall them. So, whenever you're mad/frustrated, tell yourself that's unnecessary.

6.学习，永远不要忘记。如果你学习失败了，你就什么也不是，当然，也不排除意外，但问题是，你会是那个意外吗？
Don't ever forget to learn. If you fail to learn, you're nothing. Of course, no doubt there are exceptions. But will you be that exception?

7.别说脏话，你应该知道习惯的力量。你随便的一个字或者几个字会让你在别人心中的形象大打折扣。Don't curse. You know the power of habit. Simply any word would ruin your image towards another person.

8.好好利用在公共场合说话的机会，展示或者锻炼。
Make good use of public speaking chances. Reveal it or train it.

9.别为你自己和别人下定论，这非常重要。你所看到听到的可能只是一面。
This is important. Don't judge yourself and others. What you see is probably only a single side.

10.如果你发现很久了你一直是一个人去食堂吃饭或者去上自习，别在意，大学里一个人是正常的。
If you realize it's been a long time you go to canteen alone, or revising alone, don't mind that. It's normal to be alone in the university.

11.很多事情别人通知你了，要说谢谢，没有通知你，不要责怪，因为那些事情你其实应该自己弄清楚。
If somebody inform you about things, say thank you. If not, don't blame them as you should make certain about things on your own.

12.“我请你吃饭”之类的话永远不要乱说。
Don't simply say words like "I spend you eat (my treat!)."

13.尊严是最重要的，但在大学里，要懂得利用这个空间锻炼自己，让自己的尊严有足够大的承受力。除了你自己，没人会为你保留它。社会是一个最喜欢打碎人的尊严的地方。
Pride is important. However you should make good use of this space to train yourself, to increase your pride strain. Nobody will retain it but you, and society is a place to shatter it.

14.大学是个社会，当你上了高年级后，要让自己有大人的形象，大一的孩子看到你，你要能让他们感觉到你是他们的学长，你很成熟。
University is a society. In your senior year, let yourself to have the image of an adult. Freshmen should see you as their senior, a mature senior.

15.你有足够的理由佩服每天早起的人，不信的话，你去做，做到后会发现有很多人在佩服你呢。
You have all the reasons to salute people that wake up early. Not believing? Try it and you'll realize you have a lot of admirers.

16.经常给家里打个电话。
Call back home always.

17.你可以有喝醉的时候，但是你要明白和真正的朋友一醉才能让伤心事休，否则，你只会是别人的谈资和笑柄。
You can have those drunken times, but you've to be clear that only to be drunk with true friends will stop the sadness. Otherwise, you'll just be a topic, or a joke.

18.如果你三/四年内很少去图书馆的话，你就等于自己浪费了一大笔的财富。
If you did not go to library for the 3 or 4 years, it's equivalent to lose a huge fortune.

19.不论男人还是女人，如果在大学里还把容貌当做重要的东西而过分重视的话，可能不会吃亏，但是早晚会吃亏。
Either a man or a woman, if you see appearance as an important thing in universities and priorities it, you won't suffer any loses. But soon you would.

20.新学期如果你接新生的话，当被问到学校怎么样之类的问题时，你要记住你不但是这个学校的一分子，你更要给学弟学妹带来信心，你走过大一，你应该知道那时候对学长的信任多深。
You should remember that you're part of the university, when questions like 'how's the university' were ask. It's a new semester. You've been there. You should bring confidence to your juniors. You knew how much you have believed in your seniors.

21.别迷恋网络游戏。千万别。永远别。
Don't fall for internet games. Do not ever.

22.“我爱你”。别对很多人说这句话，在大学里，希望你只对一个人说，这是尊重你爱的人，更是尊重你自己的感情。
"I love you." Don't say this to a lot of people. Respect the one you love, respect your feeling even more. Hope you say this to only 1 person in the university.

23.在大学里，你有足够的空间承受失败和打击，因此，你真的应该找找自信和自傲的区别，可以用一辈子的。
You have sufficient space to withstand failures and strikes in the university. Hence, you should find the difference between confidence and puffiness. It's useful forever.

24.如果你的个性让很多人对你敬而远之，那么你的个性是失败的，个性的成功在于能吸引，而不是能排斥。
If your character keeps people at arm's length, then it's a failure. A successful character should be able to attract, not repulsive.

25.如果把上课不睡觉当做一种锻炼并且你做到了，那么，你将会很强。
If you see not-sleeping-in-class as a kind of training, and you did it, you'll be strong.

26.学生会的主席之类的干部，如果你尊重他们，告诉你自己那是因为他们是你的学长而不是因为他们是你的上级。
If you respect committee members of the student council, tell yourself it's because they're your seniors, not your supervisor.

27.别怕丢人，那是一种成功的尝试，不要笑话那些上台丢人的人。
Don't be afraid of shame, it's a tryout for success. Don't laugh at those who seems like a joke on stage.

28.从绝望中寻找希望，人生终将辉煌。
Seek hope from despair. Life would be glorious.

29.如果你不抽烟的话，你的精力将会比抽烟的时候好。
If you don't smoke, you'll have better vigor than those who smoke.

30.你的确要学会有心计，但是永远记住，要胜利的唯一的方法永远只是:实力。
You have to learn to own some intrigue. But remember, the solution to winning is always strength.

31.面对不公平的东西，不要抱怨，你不如去努力奋斗，争取你自己最合适的公平。
Don't complain over something that's unfair. Why not fight for evenness.

32.人生百态，不要对新的看不惯的东西生气，无所谓的，比如说恋人同居问题，这和我们很多人无关。
Don't be frustrated over new things that you're not used to, it's okay. For example, lovers moving in together. That does not matter to most of us.

33.记住:为自己设定一个远大的人生目标，并终生为之奋斗。
Remember: Set a huge life target, and fight for it for a lifetime.

34..在大学里就开始训练自己的冷静力，这是一种能力，有大事时，能安静并能快速想出办法的人，很厉害。
Learn to be calm, it's a power. The great one is the one that's able to be quiet and think of solution quickly when something big happens.

35.大学的竞争范围是所有的大学生，所以，你知道是否敢放松学习。
Your opponents are undergraduates in the universities. Hence, you understand should you learn loosely.

36.大了，成熟了，稳重了，但是这和激情不矛盾，一种对工作和学习的冲击力及持久力会让你有特殊的魅力。
You've grown up and mature, but that does not contradict with enthusiasm. An intense passion towards work and learning makes you charming.

37.记住，即便你是学生会主席，如果你的四级没过，没有毕业证，仍然不会有单位想要你。单位需要的是工作的人而不是当官的人。
Remember, even though you're the president of student council, without graduation certificate, no company would want to hire you. Companies need people to work, not to be an official (status only).

38.永远不要嘲笑你的教师单调，因为有一天现实会让你为这种愚蠢付出代价。
Don't ever laugh at your monotonous teacher, one day reality will make your stupidity pay.

39.不要幻想自己能成为招聘会上的宠儿，很快你就会明白:百分之七十的初中生都可以上大学。
Don't fantasize yourself to be somebody in favorite during recruitment. You'll realize it soon that 70% of the junior high students are able to get into universities.

40.英语一定要学好。
Learn English well.

41.你可以看不惯一些东西，但是你应该学会接受，如果你没法改变那一切的话。
If you can't change anything that you're not used to, learn to accept.

42.对陌生人，或者把对方当做一张白纸，或者把对方当做你的朋友，总之别当做敌人，即使你听到再多的关于他(她)的不好的传闻。
Take stranger as a piece of white paper, or a friend, never an enemy despite you've heard a lot of bad rumors about him/her.

43.爱你的人，不管你接不接受，你都应该感谢对方。
Thank the one that loves you, either you accept or reject.

44.每个星期一定要抽时间出来锻炼身体的。好处多多。
Take time to work out every Monday. It has a lot of benefit.

45.如果有人嫉妒你，你可以把他从竞争者之列删除了。怀嫉妒之心者，难成大事。
If somebody is in envy of you, delete him/her from your opponent list. One that has jealousy, never do great things.

46.别去争论，人不可能赢得争论，可以说，争论所提及的话题都是不值得去争论的。
Don't argue. Human never win over any disputes. In other words, it's meaningless to argue over controversial issues.

47.成功的方法多种多样，别不接受你看不惯的方法。
There are a lot of ways to success. Don't reject the ways that you're not agree of.

48.男人，你长得可以不帅，但你这个人必须帅，而且，那才是真正的帅。(当然，女人也是同样的道理)所以，不必在穿着打扮上花太多心思。
Guys, you may be not handsome, but must be 'handsome' in character. And that's the real handsomeness. So there's no need to waste a lot of time in dressing up. (Similar to girls)

49.别以为在学校会你能得到你曾经想要的。工作的热情很可能因为你所看到的所经历的一些事而改变。Don't expect to get what you ever wanted in the university. The passion towards work might change due to experience.

50.文或武，你总要有一样。样样通样样松都是禁忌。样样通几样更通方是境界。
You must choose a side between Book-wise or Sport-wise. It a taboo to master loosely in both.

51.还能冲动，表明你还对生活有激情，总是冲动，表明你还不懂生活。
Able to be spontaneous, means you have enthusiasm towards life.
Always be spontaneous, means you don't know how to live a life.

52.如果你不能拥有，那么告诉自己别忘记——如果你能承受那伤痛的话。
If you cannot own, tell yourself 'don't forget' then. -- if you're able to withstand the pain.

53.虽然班级的概念在大学并不明显，但是也别忘记，你的同学你的朋友。
Although classroom idea in university is not obvious, don't forget your course mates and your friends.

54.准备考研，早点比晚点好。
Prepare for Masters after Degrees. Better be early than later.

55.别抱怨四级六级，那是证明你能力的很好的东西。

56.要有精英意识，考虑一下，大学的人了，迷恋武侠和言情，已经没有任何意义。
Be wise alert. Think of it, an undergraduate that wallows in fictions (martial arts and love story)? It's meaningless.

57.莫过于耿直，莫过于圆滑。外圆内方是一种视野，视野决定着境界。
Don't be too bland, don't be too unctuous. Being round on the outside and square inside is a kind of view. Vision determines level.
ps. bland is referred as 'round', unctuous is referred as 'square'.

58.大学的手机是否应该用只有自己有答案。
Usage of hand phones in university? Only you have your own answer.

59.永远别渴望做个谁都不得罪的人，在反对和支持声中自己做出决定才精彩。
Never eager to be somebody who does not offend anybody. It's remarkable to make decision on your own amid the sound of disagree and support.

60.要有魄力，即使是失败，也不要让自己的人生平庸。
Be daring. Even if you fail, don't let your life dull.

61.喜欢一个人，就勇敢地告诉他或者她。大学是学习的地方，但是我理解爱情的力量。
Tell the one you love bravely your feelings. University is a place to learn, but I understand the power of love.

62.应该相信一句话:没有不可能的事情！只要去做。现在我们是学生，十年后呢？
Believe in "nothing is impossible, just do it!"
We're only students now. After 10 years, who knows?

63.不要总想是否能成功，既然选择，便当风雨兼程。
Don't ever think if you could be successful. Since you've chosen, do whatever it takes.

64.后悔，它是一种耗费精神的情绪，后悔是比损失更大的损失，比错误更大的错误。所以不要后悔。Regret is a kind of waste, spiritually. It is a bigger loss than losing, a bigger mistake than mistake. So, don't regret.

65.我们确实活得艰难，要承受种种外部的压力，更要面对自己内心的困惑。在苦苦挣扎中，如果有人向你投以理解的目光，你会感到一种生命的暖意，或许仅有短暂的一瞥，便足以使我感奋不已。
We truly live a hard life. We have to withstand external stress, have to face our own internal dilemmas. While you're struggling, it's warm if somebody gives you an understanding look. Never mind it's only a short second of glimpse. I'm thrilled.

66.每个人都有潜在的能量，只是很容易被习惯所掩盖，被时间所迷离，被惰性所消磨。
Everybody has the potential energy inside, and it's easily blocked by habits, blurred by time, wear away by laziness.

67..相信时间的力量，可以冲淡很多东西。
Believe in the power of time, it's able to dilute a lot of thing.

68.记住:目光要深远。你的目光看多远你就能走多远。
Have a far vision. The farther your vision, the farther you could go.

69.人生有很多次如果，但是，没有一次“但是”。
Life has a lot of 'if'. But there isn't once, any 'but'.

70.永远不要瞧不起大学里的贫困生。
Don't ever look down on poor students in the university.

71.在大学时代看看学校的招聘会吧，你会感觉到一种前途的危机。全是人，全是人，全是人……
Have a look on university recruitment events, you would feel that your future is in crisis. People, people, people........

72.越大，我们就会发现对与错越是那么不明显，这不是错，这是事实，而且无法改变。
We'll realize there is not clear difference between right or wrong when we're growing older. It's not wrong, it's a fact. And it can't be changed.

73.记住结交每一个值得结交的朋友。
Befriend a friend that's worthwhile.

74.无聊的时候，别忘记朋友。朋友无聊的时候，别忘记你是他们的朋友。
Don't forget friends when you're bored. Don't forget you're a friend of them when they're bored.

75.如果你没有珍惜大学这三/四年，你一定会抱憾终生。
If you did/do not cherish the 3/4 years in university, you would regret it for the rest of your life.

共勉之

Pardon me for any mistranslation (if there is, lol).

Uni no fun already with all these guides. Yet.....

<遗憾>

2009-11-01T15:07:00.005+08:00

清脆的歌声, 翻唱着经典情歌...
剪爱, 棋子, 天黑黑, 泪海, 胆小鬼. 一首首, 都带着不一样的韵味, 不一样的层次. 号称'温暖系歌手'的方炯斌, 发了这张勾起遗忘情感的专辑. *陶醉*

读书啊, 要是有好歌陪伴真的没那么无聊. 也是因为无聊, 四处搜索了一翻, 试听了这张看不明白封面的专辑. 方炯斌? 老实说听过这张专辑后才去了解这个人的我, 到现在才知道他是马来西亚歌手. *惭愧*

没有想过有男生可以把王菲的歌, 唱得那么传神. 淡淡的吉他背后, 哼着揪心的歌词. 无论歌手以什么样的心情来歌唱, 那份情感, 我是感受到了. 不懂来自方炯斌, 还是王菲.

听男生说"我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人...", 是种可遇不可求的机缘.
很久没有听"天黑黑"了. 燕姿好久没有发碟了. 好怀念中学的时候, 下雨天, 在房间里播着她的CD. "我现在好像回家去...."

才听不到半张专辑, 心情放松了一半. 开始四处搜索初中, 高中时候很HIT的歌曲. 就这样, 耳机挂了一个下午.....

夸张点说, 灵魂被'灌溉'了~~

极力推荐--方炯斌<遗憾>

>>继续欣赏中>>>

少了点什么

2009-10-31T11:07:00.004+08:00

春. 夏. 秋. 冬.
晴天. 雨天. 阴天. 艳阳天.

时钟不停地'滴答滴答'....

似乎少了点什么.

Guidance?

2009-10-28T20:05:00.000+08:00

I need some guidance. Where should I find it?

My Greatest Gratitude

2009-10-26T01:37:00.004+08:00

Thank you Kenny G.
Zillion of times you made my night.
Tonight you did it again, in the rain.
I feel warm.

I thought of you.
A lot of emotions came by.
Brushing through the rains...........

Jasmine Flower - Kenny G
For you.

Jigsaw

2009-10-24T03:30:00.003+08:00

[I'm only a piece of jigsaw, searching for my matching picture.]

Crap

2009-10-19T16:43:00.004+08:00

A good start in a day is so mega important to me.

This will be a hell week to me. I'll have to take so many tests, switching between left brain and right brain periodically. So between the intervals, I came here and cakap kosong. As usual, my brain-engine isn't all that efficient (like 50% efficiency only dammit), so tonight's test will be unpredictable (life is so CHI KIK rite). AAhh... am not gonna brag or nag or any shit, juz feel like having a little break amid all the brain storm.

[gimme some moral support aye? T.T]

Anyway, looks like this sem's gonna end. 1 more month to go, and my weird homesick and butt-itch are gonna heal magically. 1 month away from the stupid mosque that sings 12/24, that massively paring my ear ossicles bit by bit (THAT serious, lol), so YEY!!

Most important, get to lie at home 24/7 for almost 4 weeks! @.@ TEMPTING.
Be decadent with my sister. Rot together. then reincarnate!
ok ler, can find me yum cha or go Carcasean. HAHA. near near only, fetch me also leh. XD
I wanna go for a romantic beach walking, which no-shit-body wanna do that everytime I suggested. fckyall! lolx.

Get to hang out with some crazy ppl for Christmas I guess? HOPE.

To Vic my dear, Mama's not going to Singapore for Xmas this year end babe. My dad PROMISED he would bring us there next year cuz some sorta casino is opening soon. haha. who knows?

To Ah Wong, saya tahu u're gonna be in S'pore AGAIN for Xmas! AAhhh.. alright. shoot some marvellous photos bah with ur wife, itu Miss Nikon. I'll be leaving KK the next day after Xmas btw, see those pretty babies in FB yea. hoho.

I felt like I'm leaving some LAST WORDS right here d. =.=

>>>>motivation>>>>motivation>>>>>ideas>>>>ideas>>>>>

I feel like singing. Can I join Christmas carol?? (seriously)

>>>>feelings>>>>feelings>>>>deep thoughts>>>>>deep thoughts>>>>

Yesterday I was touched by Cheesie's blog, about her broken relationship with her Japanese bf, that took her quite a moment to get over with it and finally be able to announce it. The obstacles that they had, wasn't anything we could summarize as insignificant. That gave me a lotta thoughts. Don't get me wrong, I'm just doing some random thinkings. As Russell Peter said 'Women are always THINKING'.

Coincidently my mom called hours ago, talking to me about some other ppl's relationship. Well, that's some sorta hint between us. She always refer a 3rd party's anecdotes as a lesson to me, since I did not declare any of my relationships with her before. And I knew what's her message, and I understand the intonation and all. THAT gave me a lotta thoughts as well.

You see, there's a lotta problems, examples and cases we could refer to. But none the situation is perfectly identical.

Everything is just like the test tonight. Unpredictable.

[Wish me luck]

Early Greetings

2009-10-17T23:45:00.003+08:00

A lotta different emotions came in mind, rushingly.
All because of Kenny G's instrumental Christmas album.
Oh, Christmas is coming soon dears. With joy and merriness I hope.
A little reminiscence of the old time fav of mine - Beauty and the beast.
Only this is the enchanted Christmas version. =D
ps. a lil' diff from the one i posted in FB. =p Have a peek~

[Advanced Merry Christmas to y'all~]

With love.

Home

2009-10-09T16:21:00.001+08:00

When I woke up over the extended nap, I felt like going home.
I'm not that strong after all.

あさ: Morning

2009-10-08T10:51:00.007+08:00

じゅうがつ〔十月〕:October　ようか〔八日〕:8th
I'm trying to memorize those Jap stuff. so pardon me. I'm not showing off. Juz wanna inject it into normal life.. becuz final is coming and it's kinda HEAVY if I do this last minute. =) you can learn too! XD

Early morning, again I switched off 〔けします〕my alarm unconsciously. Getting lazier and lazier these days. Luckily somebody phoned 〔かけました〕me up and I left the warm apartment at 8 a.m 〔午前　８じ〕(lectures started at 8 as well hehe..).

Beautiful morning. Finally the lecturer that had been ffk-ed us for 1 week + 2 lectures SHOWED UP. Bravo to you, Prof. Wak. Lol.

Skipped another session of sing-song Organic class cuz it's definitely pointless. She made me think of Mr. Wong from stpm maths 2 classes, " everything is in your book, so juz read up!" Classic. Somebody should shout " everything is in the book, so no need lecture la!" hehe. Altho Prof. Wak from Inorganic always ffk, he taught us well k. At least his classes have some POINT.

Roti Canai for breakie 〔朝ごはん〕. Roti 〔ロチ〕milo susu and roti pisang~~! I'd so many roti canaisss this semester man. Like it's very very random for me to have those curry + unidentified stuff for breakfast (in kk). Now I'd adapted and everything's fine 〔いいです〕. Those forwarded mails do work you know. Appreciate food more cuz ppl of famine countries have less choices than I do. I don't want to eat tree 〔き〕 bark!

Speaking of tree bark. Somebody told me ancient toothpaste & toothbrush actually came from trees. Cut it short, it would be ancient ppl use tree skin to brush teeth. WHAT? the coarseness!? I didn't quite believe so I Wiki-ed lo.

"It is not known whether these early toothpastes were used alone, were to be rubbed onto the teeth with rags, or were to be used with early toothbrushes such as neem tree twigs or miswak. It is known that these twigs were used by Indians from ancient times. Neem tree twigs are said to have good medicinal effects."

And there's actually a post in Wiki entitled "Teeth cleaning twig"
"...some trees are better suited to clean and protect the teeth, due to the chemical composition of the plant parts."

Oh pardon my foolishness. It's true! HAHA. So now we know, Indians 〔インドじん〕 have white teeth not becuz the whiteness is comparatively shining due to their skin color (sounds a bit racist d haha..), it's becuz〔から〕 their nenek moyang explored the usefulness of natural toothpaste from trees.

How can we compare our teeth whiteness to those ppl who had been polishing their teeth for centuries! LOLx.

=) Good day everyone!

ps. Added an old song from Lee Hom in my playlist - Dream 〔夢〕Again.
It was an ad song for MAZDA 3, and I loooove that ad. Enjoy!

原谅

2009-10-05T02:29:00.006+08:00

夜深了, 两点半了.
室友睡了. 我桌灯还亮着.
你们呢? 睡了吗?

刚刚和'屋友'讨论完了申请交换生的事情.
真的一丝丝睡意也没有, 脑子满是想法..
说真的,要去多远我都不怕. 一个人去我也不怕.
别人说, 人最大的敌人就是自己, 那我怕什么?

我想着, 自己的未来会是怎么样的. 申请会被接受吗. 我, 真的, 凭什么.
我是怎么样的一个存在?

我对这个社会有用吗? 有存在的意义吗?

这是我比较怕的. 怕被社会遗忘, 怕被别人遗忘.
是不自信或谦虚也好, 我觉得看得世界越大, 就觉得自己越渺小.
可你知道, 我这小小的心, 却装了一大堆自以为是的所谓大志和抱负.
我想做的事情很多, 却开始觉得时间不够, 力量不够.. 很多很多的不够.
开始无助. 我也怕无助.

了解. 我真的了解there's always 2 faces of everything.
只是我觉得, 年轻人, 难道就要向所谓的格言和名句精华妥协吗?
难道古人'云'什么我们就得'亦云'吗? 那古人为什么劝我们不要 '人云亦云'?

我知道. 我又在钻牛角尖. 在强辩. 在否定.
可是, 我为什么要听你们那些死人讲的话?
世界变啦! (广东话) 今时今日甘咯服务态度OUT左啦!
你们这些死人讲过的话, 为什么还要经过几百年后借活人的嘴巴说出来泼我们冷水?!

难道要把年轻人独有的火焰..那么快给现实扑灭吗?

难道你希望你孩子一生出来一本正经跟你说:
"妈, 吃太多螃蟹胆固醇高. 你多保重, 明天我要去上哈佛大学了. 零用钱在抽屉, 省着用."

我常犯错, 因为我不听话.
明知故犯, 错了再错, 犯了又重犯. 因为我不喜欢在自己还没有遍体鳞伤前升白旗.
也许旁人会觉得我浪费太多时间在犯错, 但是爱迪生也犯过错. 为什么我不能! 我们同样都在拿时间当筹码啊.
贴切吧, 我居然只欣赏爱迪生, 因为他勇于犯错. 不懂他有没有无助的时候....

人说, 信仰就是我们无助时候的心灵解药. 嗯....
I see what I believe.
有些事情在没有经过证实和核对之下, 你怎么去追索和相信他真的存在.
换句话说, 你要我相信你, 除非有实实在在的证据摆在我眼前.
要不然, 我真的宁愿相信杂志上所有模特儿都如此完美. 没有PS, 没有手术.

我固执于, 宁愿相信完美却不属于我的东西, 也不愿去相信我知道总有一天会令我失望的东西.
模特儿不是真的关我什么事.
可是希望太高多落空的事嘛.... 这属于无助类好了.
并不属于我的管辖区域.

原谅我吧, 世界! 多了我一个那么麻烦的人.

戴佩妮 - 原谅我就是这样的女生

我不够天真不允许我傻傻的等
对自己残忍多残忍我要有分寸

我太过认真所以才相信所谓的永恒
爱让人恍神所以止不住不小心沉沦

我太负责任不允许有太多悔恨
对自己坦诚多坦诚我自有分寸

我只是无辜的人很需要叹气声
有一些文字的吻只留给伤过的人

明知道有些问题没有答案还是要问
原谅我因为我就是这样的女生

啊. 凌晨. 歌声. 沉思.

Bad Sleep Bad Temper

2009-10-04T10:49:00.003+08:00

I had a bad sleep and I don't feel like going to the fcking meeting later.
Urgh. YET.
Cut it out already.
Last day, final day. If anything happen again to that wtf report imma throw that stupid bitch down Penang bridge and lead few hundred thousands of khinzir to stand around the seashore. PKM!! Drown urself or be a new person! CHOOOOOSE!

Mid-Autumn Festival

2009-10-02T22:36:00.014+08:00

Bon Odori is a summer festival by the Japanese, and Mid-Autumn Festival is an Autumn festival for the Chinese! (who doesn't know right =.=)

Very happy to own this 晴天娃娃 phone hanger. =)

Preparation of the night's Mid-Autumn festival, by the lake. =) Tasik Harapan of USM.

Happy mid-autumn festival everyone!

Today was hectic coz I woke up late. lolx. Padan muka right. Nvm. So the 1st thing I did after like 10 hours of sleep (don't slap me), was..making lantern! Woo. It did wake a lotta kiddies' memories tho..all those glass papers, candles and glues. Well, I made a cylinder lantern, which turned out like sth ppl used to see during ancient Chinese funeral. Those spooky white lanterns leh! Hoho! I had fun~

My fav of the day was this sweetheart lantern..

Another side..

We sang song with the guitarist, I laid lazily on the mat (exhausted to the max). Great night after all the rushing and meetings. The moon was okay okay only tho. They say 十五的月亮十六圆 (Moon of the 15th Aug of Lunar calender would be rounder on the 16th), I guess .. maybe... I like the crescent btw, so... *shrug*

Folks.. with the candles, moqsuitoes, mooncakes and chit-chats.

Neh...
Wanna see mine? (ps. cannot laugh)

Similar to....

=.=

The 'kek hei' part is....on our way back home, a bunch of malay kids came shouting and all enthusiastic over our lantern, so we gave them, generously loh. I hand made de loh. Then a kid shouted so loud after me, "APA INI?!" (with echos.....)

shit.
@#$%#$^$#%&%^&$^...........

We went walking around the tasik with our beloved lanterns... and called a night off. ^.^
I miss Shanghai-ish mooncake, those with crispy outer layers one. ^_^ Hard to find it in the market and it's either bloody expensive or tasted like puke. XD

With lurve.
ps. listening to the 1st song in my player dears. moi mad love.

じゅうがつ

2009-10-01T22:13:00.003+08:00

October here it comes. A nuu page of calender I flipped. It's pink & white, refreshing and delightful.

Meetings, libraries, references. Polygamist they are! Thus the mistakes, the due dates, the lecturers. Yea it's inevitable I know. Life's nothing if we don't hop OUT of the comfort zone. Guess hopping INTO some odd dimension would hurt, once in a while. And it feels so damn good.

Changing this layout into white base.
Like life. Like knowledge. Like attitude.
Take the risk to paint it, and see how it goes. Blend with the wrong color? I'm sure some other color would be pleased to cover up, and matches as well as if its meant to be.
But nothing like lies.
Oh, spare white lies then.

Yea right

2009-10-01T22:13:00.000+08:00

I'm hungry and tired.
Don't know why.

September babies

2009-09-21T20:44:00.031+08:00

22 Sept. 2009

Wonder why I look so greedy?

♥♥♥♥Tomato soup & I ♥♥♥♥

Early September has been rough. Organic Chemistry test on the Saturday morning (yea babe, Saturday!), we took a quick break for Yuan Tat's 'Cow 1'.

Then days went on like usual, rushing for assignments and tests.
Until recent weeks.....

Schedule ran relatively loose and we started to have outings = celebrations. Gee.. those ppl's birthday came in like a week interval.

Due to the 'influx' of assignments and tests (dammit), Huiyi's birthday present was Ang Pao. Classic huh. Something like ah gong ah ma would give us, pat our shoulders and say,

"dai goh lui/zai lar..sang sang seng seng ah..."

Right after Monday night class (GGrrhh..) and received our 1st test result (scream!), the big crowd squeezed into carsss and moved those itchy asses to OXO Cafe. Me, 1st timer here, kinda liked the atmosphere 'n decors there. ^^.

A flowery lamp up upon ma head, and a Shirley Temple (cocktail) in front of me. Tasted kinda like sparkling juice (less sugary tho).

Birthday gal-Lab Partner-We have the same PA (Penasihat Akademik). @.@
Lotsa decors were snapped that night but the effect wasn't so satisfying. =.=

And then....

Home celebration for my roommate's birthday. ^^.

♥♥♥♥ 誕生日おめでと！♥♥♥♥

Finally, it's Raya break! And time for shopping~

Yey! Besides chasing after food around like a gargoyle, プレセントsearch was a big challenge. *scratch head* U know, it's soooo hard to pick a present for friends, esp males.

After a round of shopping and restaurant observing, we celebrated birthdays again in OXO. This time, buffet+ala carte dinner.

The chandelier I can't get my mind off... finally!! Gotcha~~

♥♥♥♥Stars of the day. September babies. ♥♥♥♥

The attendant list.

1 sien attendant, 1 camera escaper. Thanks to him tho, for the ride home. ^^.

It's good to be slightly early (hungry loh). Cuz the most beautiful seats would be occupied by US!!

Right below the mesmerizing chandelier! *scream*
Btw it makes me think of Secondhand Serenade's album cover.

SnookerLive band behind us

Food (たべ物）Before this we went for the movie - The Ugly Truth. LOL. 18sx sense of humor. The day was content, my stomach was filled, and I slept like no tomorrow. Great start of the Raya break huh!

おやすみなさい

2009-09-17T18:29:00.002+08:00

17 Sept. 2009

Aiyo. I'm so tired. =/ Eye bags, dark circles apa-apa pun ada already. =(
Tomorrow I'm gonna play gaogao after releasing myself from the wave attack of tests and assignments! Rawwrrrr!!

Ngeheh.

Just come here to po something while waiting for my dripping hair to dry.
Life is dry enough already, I don't wanna doubly dry my frizzy bomb hair!
o.O

zZzz.... bed, here I come.

Bored. Out. Walked. Snapped.

2009-09-16T02:51:00.004+08:00

16 Sept. 2009

Felt the exaggerated existence once in a while to see everything in an angle of depression.
OoOo..
model: ma white slippers (lol)

Know when to stop. Know when to run!
^.^

A Sunday

2009-09-13T12:59:00.008+08:00

13 Sept. 2009

Outta ma window

On my screen

如此极端而已

2009-09-10T23:36:00.003+08:00

10 Sept. 2009

..(冷笑)..

哎. 只能说....

"有些事情呀,还真的是轮不到我们去管,去勉强呀."

听起来像是上了年纪, 对这世界毫无期望的老太婆所说的话. でも, 不对吗?

努力去摆脱影子的人, 偶然在影子里看到重叠的影像, 真的会混淆到底哪个才是自己的自己.

不能摆脱影子的话, 要嘛走在黑暗里, 要嘛走在烈热当空下 (PS 不准打伞). 如此极端而已.

Lately

2009-09-06T20:41:00.011+08:00

06 Sept 2009

Loving this new baby... ^^.

Study mode.

Lazy mode.Pretty ain't it?

Nothing much lately besides eating a lot like a cow, celebrated house mate's birthday at home amid a stupid test the next morning.. and dad (Santa-clause) has come to town ^^, ...dashing through the snow~~wuu....

Life these days..

Early mornin' view from my window, after a lot of raining..finally the sun comes up and warm us.

Domino's Temptation...

Favorite Tong Sui..

Cooking - Fish Head Soup ^^. I'm still alive!

Happy Birthday neighbor..

And...........
I was rambling through old folders and I found this shit........

Happy Birthday Malaysia!

^^.
That's all...
oh.... me again!!